Sunday, November 8, 2009
Race!!
RSR coming real soon got to train real damn hard for it le...Okay we have gone into daily training session from tomorrow onwards
Training is going tougher and tougher...
Damn Shag after every training we tahan through...
Sunburn,muscleache,backache all aches i really hope there's a person whom can help me massage lol...
Today we had a pace set with rp we had a neck to neck fight..We were on par:)OMG!!!
Thats very good!
Hope as we improve we are gonna clinch the top!
Yesterday i and michelle were talking on the phone teaching her how to do the use case description the feeling was good...I mean its been a long time ever since we talk on the phone for more than 30 seconds...We joke and did the use case description together...
As times goes by many things change i see the quiz i did at facebook they were realing stunning...
Yet the truth is its not possible to get back together anymore...
Its not i don't want to move on but is i can't...
Labels: Do i need a wheelchair?
Posted by Jack at 4:35 AM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
A Fun Day
Today dragonboat training had a slight change..Now stress on our legs already..Which means i can excel in the weights liao:)Hehe..
Anyway today didnt run but we had a game of soccer under the condition of his weird push ups..Spider and the one arm behind the other push up lol
Anyway we had real fun playing soccer thats why i really like db as there always fun in it not only plain training..Well i'm gonna sleep got to wake up at 5 tmr..see ya
Posted by Jack at 7:29 AM
Monday, November 2, 2009
Night Class
Feeling Damn Bored...And just felt like blogging...One day someone asked me what is love...Whats the meaning seriously...
Cards,movie and the songs seriously they are blamed for the lies and the heart ache
What does it even mean??
Love they say its fate its a miracle...
Love is just like a coffee..
Plain but when u add sugar in it will turn sweet but theres definitely a moment the coffee will turn cold you can try heating it up but it will not be fresh
it will not taste as good as it is before...But what happens when u try to refill the coffee when its gonna finish...You add water and the coffee gradually taste bad...
It sucks really...To be in the stage when the coffee is added water into it...
You can cry you can drunk urself but when its diluted u cant do anything to change the taste of the coffee...
When can someone offer me a new of coffee?
Posted by Jack at 3:22 AM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Sorry...
Many things have happened on these two days...
Dragonboat team had a drastic change...
The best time trial team got on a same boat and the seniors just dont like the decision of rowing with us..
Emotions and hard feelings were all poured out...
Impact things happened...
Went for my piano class and had lunch at the food court but i received a message which left me heart broken for the rest of the day..
I've cried at the train with kids auntie and teenagers all looking at me...
While i explain all my shitty feelings in an sms...
Had no mood to work while working two guys were also having relationship problems two guys quarreled with their gf one of them went to the store room and cry...
I try to comfort him explain to him about my story and tell him not to lose the chance...
Or the story like me will repeat...
Cheered up all set ready close shop go home and rest
Sunday
Same as saturday rowing in morning went to meet project members for project and meet out my best friend to talk about things im glad that he let me understand and showed me a path that i should really walk...
I've decided to be strong...I know its hard in fact its impossible to forget her but I will just be friends after all...
All i wished is her to be happy.
I'm sorry guys if i made you guys worried but really i cant hold my emotions...
I just really angry why things are turning out like this...
I hate myself for not able to accept the truth,not able to forget the past and everything
I guess i must learn to let go...
Friends or maybe soul mate...
Labels: Why ....age sucks
Posted by Jack at 7:53 AM
Friday, October 30, 2009
Truth...
To you u may think i am a guy with alot of friends...
But many are just hi bye friends till now i havent find one person whom i will pour the truth out...
You may think i'm blessed but where were you when i needed you...
I have always tried my best to help u remember the stalking of u all the way till a far place of amk and we ended up eating fried rice in some unknown kopitiam...
Remember remember remember...Seriously what the hell is happening...
Why am i doing this..
Why am i making myself sound such an asshole...
I don't know why...
Here i am cold chickening myself ...
Being forgotten by the outside world...
I really envy your friends so easily able to date u whereby a lunch with u have to be on hold for i guess this should be the 8th week le ba...Joke right???
i hate fridays!!I hate recovering alone...Seriously i got to stop
Labels: Fuck Fridays..
Posted by Jack at 8:12 PM
What's Wrong...
Today was a short day for me...1)Go to school
2)finish school
3)go collect pay on my own
4)go home
I dont understand really why i felt that sense of jealousy it was really strong leaving my heart aching but seriously no one understands the shit im going through now..
I'm going off...
Labels: Jealousy Sucks Man...
Posted by Jack at 5:14 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
The Future...But its too late..
I've decided to quit smoking for a final say...
Not because of any girl not because of anything but for my own will my own sake and my own future...
U once told me to do that..But I've always do such foolish things behind your back i've regretted for hurting you...But all this is too late isn't it?
I know that our relationship has already come to the end but i really wish to bring it back to the original stage where we used to laugh,joke and hang around watching movie eating together as friends...
Each day passes as though it will never ends...
Each day i took a glance at u and each day we pass each other as though we are strangers...
I really can't take it...
I'm really at my wits end...
But are you really okay with what's happening right now???
i may be invisible but my heart aches when i feel it
do you understand how hard is it to stay strong
how tiring is it to cover those tears ...
My past dreams are turning into reality and dreams i'm having are going worst...
to see u walking away further and further into the mist...
No matter how hard i shout and scream ...
I just won't see your face...
Good Night...Hope I will really have one sweet dream...
Labels: I'm not what i'm used to be...
