A new start and a new Life

BYE BYE!!

2010-08-29T09:22:00.001-07:00

I HAVE MOVED TO
http://justmadaboutjack.tumblr.com

Let's blog abit!

2010-08-23T11:54:00.000-07:00

How you are guys doing??
Im pretty sure u are fine :)
So here we are..The previous week was fun!
Saturday we had the 7th month dinner with the ben , feng ru , cheng wee , jian ye and Jie Xin =D
Some pictures took while we were waiting for the food!

Sunday i was working at expo!there was an IT fair and tong and cs was working there!!
When to visit them and got a free hard disk =D
Seagate 500 gb!
Shiok!

Monday! woke up for breakfast and head to piano lesson..
Work at Vivo , it was sooooo boring!!!
Head home straight after that..
and here i am!

Chatting with vivian again!
Today she went for her interview in Timberland..
Hope she can get the job..
The pay is awesomely good la!!!
U.N.F.A.I.R!!!!

Hope on friday my piano exam will go through smoothly... Anyway got to go!!Yawns!!!
~_~

2 Months Break!!

2010-08-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

2 months of break is around the corner!!
Finally we finish the FYP
Took a picture of the family!!in fyp
Candy as Ah Ma
Joanne as Mother
Gavin as sister
Anthony as father
Rong kui as brother

but..anthony and rk left early couldnt took a photo with them :'(

After fyp i head down to marina .Had claypot rice and we head down to suntec to get lozenges for vivian's cough..
She was like feeling so cold..
Pass her my jacket..
vivian=Biker !!

Okay so we got a packet of vicks for her cough..
and bought a milk bottle shape of strawberry nuggets
Don't know what's that but after trying it taste ..GOOD!!

So we continue to head to marina with my sissy umbrella..LOL!
Took a photo of the Olympic flame

Fireworks started as soon as we got there!

The rain couldn't stop so we have to watch the concert under the rain.
Fresh new experience for me ..Watching concert and holding an umbrella

Concert was nice! with the photos we took..
It all started early and ended fast :'(

Anyway we headed for supper at lau pat sat!
Dim sum !!
Shark fin dumplings and prawn dumplings!
OMG!!
Shiokness ttm!
The chilli was so spicy!killing the both of us!!!

After the supper head back home ! and here i am and im gonna sleep real soon cause im really tired tmr training 8am !Hope attendance will be goood!
=P see you guys soon!

The Night Out!

2010-08-17T09:37:00.000-07:00

Had my presentation yesterday..
It's a pretty smooth one! Luckily i brought my shield into the class!
Help to answer the questions that the teachers fired!

Survived and that proves that we are one step closer to end of FYP!
A few pictures to celebrate the end of our presentation!

Presentation Over! High fives for the hard work we put in!
Say bye to overnight works...
Say bye bye to DOCUMENTATION <- i hate this!

Headed home to change into fresh clothing as vivian was late playing bmt...
Changed and headed to raffles place for LAU PAT SAT!
Koo Kee Yong Tau Fu!
Vivian had her Fried Oyster !

Guess what! She has the same habit as me :) We both don't eat oyster :)
Think she had fun eating the biscuit like Fried Oyster!

Head down to Marina Promontory after he had our dinner =D
Seems like she like the view there :)
We headed for marina bay sands for a walk and she tried throwing the coin into the hole :)
throw-> bounce -> go in =D funny...
We missed the fireworks as we are in marina bay sands...
Should have stayed outside a little longer :'(
We walked out and walked around enjoying the nice scenery :) sat and chatted a little ...
The opposite view was like happening ! It seems like there's a concert there :(

Headed home from marina bay sands via the blue lightings bridge
Showed her around singapore like a tour guide =D

On the way to City Link we walked pass this box.at esplanade .
She got "Scared" by the outcome LOL!
Nothing much later on and we parted for Home Sweet Home ! =D

These are the night views captured at Marina Promotory with my Lumix =D

Photography by : Vivian

We had fun there :)
Signing off...

Click Five @Marina Promontory!

2010-08-15T09:52:00.000-07:00

Today ended training earlier because the training timing screwed my plans for today..
By "right" , guys are supposed to have the early session today
By "left" , guys got the afternoon :(

Ended training early to rush for piano class.
I'm still not up to standard again , it's really stressing loads of keys , timing , volume!
Freak! Can you don't ask so much?

Rushed down to Amk to meet terrill for lunch .
PEPPER LUNCH!!
Got caught by agnes & cindy. Don't know what those two "might-be lesbian" doing around amk hub.
Lunch over , we trained down to Raffles Place and walked to the Marina Promontory !
Super nice sceneries!!! Love it there !
Settle down fast with the hot sun scorching at us.
In the end both of us cannot tahan went to the back instead but with our bags reserved on the seats.

Played around , Joke around went out to take photos.

YOG Mascot! Who say we can't be kiddy at times!! =D Lyo MERLY!!

We headed back to our seat to camwhore alittle =X

Like this Photo personally ..Got to say thumbs up for my photography skills!

hmm..Terrill got to put down some weight..He's taking my space already!

And as we were waiting for the CLICK FIVE to start performing suddenly...
BOOM BOOM BOOM!!! F-I-R-E-W-O-R-K-S!!!!
Took down loads of pictures but im slightly lazy to upload them all..
just some sneak preview =D

AND OF COURSE NOW THE MAIN-COURSE!!
the click five!!!!

Overall , it was really fun there to watch The Click Five perform live on stage!
V.I.P Seats <3
It's like so much better than going clubbing :)
Many people were jumping around when the old lively tracks were played!
Just the girl, Catch your wave , Summertime , Jenny , Good Day , 2 of the new songs and Headlight Disco!

The Click Five interacted with the crowd alot!
Love it! Funny but we all had fun didn't we!

I'm looking forward to their new album !THE CLICK FIVE all the way!!!

One Step Closer ...

2010-08-14T10:29:00.000-07:00

To think that you are leaving it breaks my heart..
To think that i'm falling yes it seals my heart back...
To miss you i will about you ..
and to think about you , i will miss you...

Love doesn't have a reason. If you have any, then it's not love

Anyway today's a short day .
Rowing in the morning , project in the afternoon till night.
Had koi after vivian's temptation anyway i was at amk ,luck! =D

Head home for dinner and practice for my piano exam which is drawing closer
Getting kind of lazy to practice songs already...
Got to kick this habit off or i think i'm gonna retake the exam again!

How's things going on???

2010-08-13T08:55:00.001-07:00

Yesterday met up with vivian after training for Chomp Chomp@Serangoon Garden =D
Had usual stuff Sotong , Stingray and Kangkong Vegie..
Though i didn't really liked sotong yet after yesterday i kind of like the taste of sotong!
Rubbery rubbery! =D

Guess she was surprise on the size of the Sugarcane juice !!
Okay next outing roller blade and fly kite!

I bet two newbie trying out roller blading gonna be a serious joke!
Forgot to take photo :(
i just miss this part of memory..

Anyway it was Candy's birthday yesterday..
But i bet she don't wanna eat anymore cake so i ridicule a little by buying waffle & ice cream !
Sang her birthday song together with all the EI0806 classmates :)

Next week is our Presentation Day.
It is seriously very taxing on us!
From wed change and change of schedule till Monday!!
FML!Of so many days..WHY MONDAY!!!Can't you choose Friday?

Tong & Nigel will be back from malaysia this sunday.
I'll be watching the CLICK FIVE! this sunday !
Hope it'll be a good one! =D

I wanna hear them live like NOWWW!!!

Anyway today had been a long day for me...
I did not sleep at all the last night, went straight for training.
Saw sheila on the bus told her to wake me up when we reach LSR.
Reach LSR i put on my life-vest and lie on the ground...to sleep =X
Roughly 10 minutes later ,we started training..
Confession time at least half of the time..my eyes was closed
Its really too tiring to open them..
as if some guy just place super-glue on my eyes!arghh!stuck!save me!!

After training i raced to school to bathe
Straight after bathing i went back to the lab and sleep all the way from 8.30 till 12.30 =D
Shiok!yet i'm still tired. Hanged in there till 8.10 when we finished our presentation slides.Meetings over!
Headed back home straight!

Guess i'll be stopping here . Lots and loads to come! Cheer up everyone! Don't sulk don't get yourself drunk!
A BREAK UP is not the end of the world, it's the beginning of something new!

How's Life!!!boys!

2010-08-09T09:56:00.001-07:00

Wohoo! I'm back it's been a long long time since i've blog!!
okay let's start with some brief chats =D

Dragonboat training is moving better... Many of us seniors are back in the playground!
Hope tomorrow it will continue to be like this!

Been wandering around singapore at night with the gang!
Beach road chilli prawn noodle -> pool -> rochor tau huay -> Dim Sum -> Marina Barrage Sing along session!
Wondering how the barrage will look like at night?Well sorry guys but i actually didn't bring my camera with me so i just snap it with my phone..
Enjoy !

I love that day though its really super tiring!but it was so fun that we didn't realise time flew pass us so fast!It's 4 plus am yet we really couldn't bear to leave the captivating scenery :)It's quiet , cooling and lovely !We talked out and we sing loads of chinese songs like Karaoke King like that!

Been messing around with tong's car riding to seng kang for the rubbish tasting dessert! but still it was fun!chatting with derek about his experience about salesperson and our future idea of the 24 hr dessert shop

Let's see its like countdown 16 more days to my piano exam!
Dieee!!!I'm really not prepared!!How can i find time to practice!!!
It's class again on Wednesday!!i really don't know how to face my teacher!

YOG is really one cool hit!
Loads of NYP Students messing around nyp..
Youth spirit round the school!
Went to participate the lucky draw and guess what!
I've won tickets to watch The Click Five LIVE IN SINGAPORE!!!
omg!!!it's one concert i will die for!!
2nd benjamin gave me his tickets to watch b2st and 4minute !!!
So this week im gonna like have a CONCERT MARATHON!!!
with terrill =D

Knee cap is recovering well right now..bought a knee guard to support my knee .
It feels so much better :)
Got to let it recover soon got to train up for the 42km standarad chartered marathon!
I've got to break my record!

Talking to vivian right now as i'm blogging having a pretty "hard" time rotating the pictures lol!
Okay la now we are both tempting one another for ice creams and waffles and fish & chips and Sweets

both of us = PIG

Ms don't know what/ never go before Wild Wild Wet & Chomp Chomp really made my day!=P
Chatting was fun she missed the 1.11am so we headed to 2.22am so are we going for 3.33am??LOL!

Been missing out all the good food!! Fish & chips , stingray , taiwan mee sua !!
Frolicks with chopped strawberry and marshmellow ! , Ice3 Waffles with rocky road! , Ben & Jerry A Cookie Affair / Turtle Soup! !

S.I.N.F.U.L !!!!

Okay talking about Sinful yesterday was Ken's Pub 1st year anniversary.
Really pity Ken. He's been drinking since 5pm and he's still standing tall at 1am!
Me gavin and cs went down to support him since he told us to come down..
free flow of beer..OMG...do you hear that??? so we ended up drinking 7 or 8 jugs of beer i really cant recall it was too crazy lol!
There was food catered too ... fun night with them..

When we decide to use mug not cup...

Cutie? LOL!

From This point of view gavin look like some whore LOL!

CS ...

How high are we?

Started work on today at 11am watched fireworks and head back home after my dinner!

Birthday Party

2010-07-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

My birthday party all ended with a spark.
Lots of things happen..
On the 15th July we started drinking .. Got so drunk i need shaun to bring me home

This was what we drank.. Hennessy!!Super nice drink!

This was what's happening there.. Live Performances !Nice!

This was how drunk i got..LOL!

On the 16th July we went to drink again after the Fish Head Steamboat Dinner at Whampoa Market .Ken's Pub <3 href="http://s983.photobucket.com/albums/ae314/jackong/?action=view&current=IMG_0225.jpg" target="_blank">
Say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US!19 years old =D

I love this picture!I look pretty cool don't you think so?=P

Blow the candles!

Make A Wish =D can i have three more wishes?1st wish....blah blah blah...

ONE,TWO,THREE!BLOW!!

btw those are relighting candles..so we can blow the candles many many times...
idea by siang tong!

Now for the cake cutting session

Lastly my classic smile!haha!

I wanna thanks all for the present too =D
Law Chang Siang for the Checkered Tee
Agnes for the women size Nike Tee
Agnes and Cindy for the OVERSIZE adidas tee LOL!
Gavin for the very hip t-shirt !

Thanks everybody i love it every much though... =D

Work Hard!Trust Me! Trust Yourself! You can do it!

2010-07-14T08:54:00.000-07:00

Here's a little tip for you people.

In the past , i used be a lousy and weak athlete but i set goals..
I had a model which i followed.
What he trains i would train and do double.
What he does i will strive to do more.
I run and train every single day hoping that one day i will surpass him.
And yes i did it..I reached the same level as he is..

Who says it's impossible?
Who says it's hard or difficult to do so?

What you need is to throw away your laziness :)
Work hard , i believe in hard work will return you with results!
That's why i always tell myself there are no shortcuts in my way of life!

Study hard i know study is a very tiring thing but i believe if u study hard definitely there will be something in return ..That's your exams or test results..
There's no such thing as don't need study can score A's
That's BS!study hard :)Can de JIA YOU!Good luck for your geography test tmr

3 More days from now..

2010-07-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hey guys how have you been?
These few days been very busy..Singapore Dragonboat Festival just ended..
It was indeed the most glorious moments for NYPDB.

Finally after so many years NYP rise from nothing to something...
To the team all Poly will take notice in !
We finally clinched the POL-ITE gold which our coach wanted badly for..

It's really glory ... money can't buy it...

3 more days to countdown for my birthday..
This year has been a rough year..
Everything seems so long..
Seems so draggy about the memories and things that i'm happy with seems so short...

It's been a year..I still remember how happy i was 2 years back..
With the surprise birthday present in my cupboard..
1 year back..It was a hard time for me... but now i believe everything is fine..
Now as i look back...
I kind of think , why was i so stupid to have done all these stuff to land myself in that state..
Was it worth it?
Maybe during that time it was..
But now it's not...

It's really foolish of me.
and i don't wish to remember any single of bit.
Because once again it hurts me to bring them back..

Come to think about it.Shouldn't i be happy?She's happy right now..and i believe i'm moving well in my own way of life.

So cheer up! Jack!
Buck up! You can do it =D
and lastly.. I love you..

These are words i have never heard so long..

i've never thought that 2 years had past so fast..
2 years of pain..tears, self ruin..
It all seems so stupid..
I cried and i teared in front of every single one of my classmate and best friends.
They supported me , pushed me and helped me.
Now here i am!
Outta of that state of mind..

I wanna thank every single one of you guys whom helped me.
Shaun Seow , Agnes Tan , Candy Seah , Chong Siang Tong , Law Chang Siang , Terrill Teo , Brian Goh , Marvin Chia , Lim Wei Xiong , Tan Ping Hui
and not forgetting those 5 people whom never fails to make me drunk
Law Chang Siang, Chong Siang Tong , Derek Tan , Gavin Lim & Nigel Toh

F*** you people and i love you guys !!!
Thanks for the company, thanks for the care ,thanks for the time and thanks for cheering me up when i was eating that bloody spicy curry yong tau fu <3
I love you people every single one of you to death!
and i'll never forget what you people said to me that day!

FYP SLACK SLACK!

2010-07-09T09:09:00.000-07:00

Today's another slacking day for FYP
My leader anthony! says we shall slack again today ! =D
So i took my time to slack walk around and play..

Been running around school to find friends to talk , went to amk hub in the middle of school to buy tickets..

Wa so many people booked the predator ticket before hand already..
Such a hot hit!
But seriously didn't really find it very nice...

Anyway today i fall down stupidly..Saw marcus and said bye to him! and miss a step!
My leg landed into the grass!
And i fell!
Freak~~~~!!!

Anyway got to sleep early.. Im damn Excited about tomorrow's race POL-ITE! we are freaking snatching the gold away!

Let's all work hard LAI NANYANG!

Presentation!!

2010-07-07T09:47:00.000-07:00

Its week 6 already didn't know that it will pass by so fast...
I had my presentation today... and Guess what ! It was so smooth!
Wohoo ! Lucky I was still Ms Elaine Kwok favourite student =D

Worst off ms kwok was saying "From my point of view i think you people have done almost the whole project so what are you gonna do for the rest of the 6 weeks? "
anthony's reply was like "errr...Documentation"<---OMFG!What kind of reply is this!

Let's just slack a little for our FYP for now :)

Dinner with Db team mates and coach at Pastamania at Bishan J8.
Turkey Bacon with cheesy cream =D
I just love that Cheese!

Feng ru was complaining about the rubbish minestrone soup..
It's worst than instant noodle soup!

While coach is introducing us new recipe for healthy lifestyle =D
Half a chicken with 2 cube of chicken stock and lots of potato and tomato and a pinch of salt! and of course water...
That's it!

Got so many movie that i wanna watch!
Letters to Juliet
Toys Story 3
Despicable Me
Predator

Anyone ?Movie?

What On Earth Is Happening??

2010-07-05T20:05:00.000-07:00

Relationship can really be very interesting isn't it?
Just finished a random chat with gavin and Derek.
There's something common in us...
We are still single =D
They were saying why can't we get into relationship..
Well..I don't know too..
Probably it's not our turn?

What is jealousy?
Seeing your loved one with another partner make u jealous..
makes u hate..
makes your blood boil...

But that it means...WHy?FOr what?does it worth all these?
Learn to forgive ..Forget..
They may have forsaken us for a better future..
But isn't this what love is all about?

Helping one another for the better..
Love is never posessive...
Remember people...
Love can be full of impossibilities =D

Yesterday been a fun night!
went to tong sheng's surprise 21st bday party...
hid in his house and gave him a surprise!
bbq + pool + xbox + chit chat!
shiok! Just love this life =D

and here we have 21 year old boy!

Poor Ronald!

The Boys!

JULY!

2010-07-04T09:44:00.000-07:00

Look here its the 5th of july which means there's 12 more days!
I can't wait for the 2 day overseas trip with the guys ...
I can't wait to run away from the guys because i'm very sure they will make me dead drunk before i can crawl home...
Can't imagine how crazy we are gonna get...

Let's see this weekend been pretty tiring ..
DB we lost the pace set to RP it was a pretty disappointment but i'm sure we are gonna turn the tide!
Coach punished us like hell again ...Tsk don't understand why this team must be punished then can wake up..

Been walking around Queensway Shopping Center for 2 hrs probably..Looking for that stupid compression..Yet the whole singapore seems to be out of stock... Tired and hungry we dragged ourselves out of queensway shopping center to ikea for our meal..

Back home after taking a walk at ikea..I remember how romantic Ikea can used to be..
Back home to finish the bloody project presentation slides with rk and anthony..
Chatted with serene awhile ..We are making one another jealous over koi and Frolicks..
Damn! It's been a long time for frolicks..
I think must call eli and jas out for some ice cream outing again!
eli jas FROLICKS!!!!

But before i start eating ice cream i got to recover from my cough..arghh!
Cough sucks ttm!

Do you have a stage you wish to be standing on?
I always have a dream to perform on stage though this dream came true but i still wanna continue it...

I wanna Cry...

2010-07-01T01:37:00.000-07:00

It sucks when you get stuck in a project don't you agree?
Maybe some of you guys don't understand what it feels like being stucked in a project but for IT students they definitely know de..

I have been stuck in this part for 4 days already..I dont know what to do or how to do!
Seriously , I need some guidance :'(
I need someone to talk to...

and seriously i can't agree with anyone else i suck at favouring girls..
I wanna give up already but for everyone's sake i'm trying hard ...
Because everyones looking at me , wishing how i can succeed .

This sucks isn't it?

ComeBACK!

2010-06-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

How have you guys been!
It's been such a long time ever since the last time i blog :)

Gavin's birthday was a success :)Spent my days in his chalet bbq ! Quality time with friends :)
Played wild! with food =D
Anyhow cook but it taste nice!

Okay FYP was super boring to the max!
Lots of work but i'm always stuck not knowing what to do...
Send me someone whom can help to save me!

Went out with Serene today.
Felt very happy being with her around.
Had fun trying out with the korean CDs...
Listening to songs never heard before :)
Had ice cream at those road side , it's pretty sad they don't HoneyDew...
But there was peppermint at least :) Sastified!
It's a pity i forget to take photos of it...Sadded :'(

I had fun today :)Let's continue this =D

DB training this week getting lesser which means more time for us to rest...Shiok!!
Hope thursday training will be a good one!
Saturday and Sunday test water at bedok wohoo!

Let's finish this race off fast and sweet GOLD GOLD GOLD!
WE ARE HERE TO BITE YOU!

Go practise a little of my piano..Or tomorrow i will be in deep trouble ..
or My teacher gonna lecture me again :(

How are you?

2010-06-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

How have you people been?
Lots of thought in my mind but don't really know what to say so i'll say this to my best friend "BLOG" :)

Been moodless all day long what am i thinking?
I don't know?But that thing i'm thinking about really affecting my day real hard.

As usual Rowing + Gym + Piano + FYP + Friends
this routine keeps going on and on and on and on!

We do some changes to it?Like add abit of spice in it?
But i don't know how do you add it in...

Been seeing guys+girls girls+guys gay+gay les+les
Can i for one sec not think about it?Please!
Screw this feeling!

Tell me how to live your day by happily daily?
Stressed life can really shorten my life!

Drama are always so lovely :)
but they don't happen in actual life don't they?

Yesterday spending my night on the bridge was a meaningful one...
Sat down and think and think...
I've come up with a resolution.
but how am i gonna work about it?I don't know..
Hope it works... Wish me Luck!

Rain ... 下雨 ..

2010-06-07T09:27:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since i got trap in a big shower like this already..
It's 11 already and i'm still out.
Out with the rain.Not that I'm afraid of the rain drops but just enjoying this moment..

I'm weird aren't i?
Most people hate to be outdoor during a rainy day.
Well but i love the rain when i'm alone..

It feels so relaxing..
I can think back retracing what had happened all this time..
Many stuffs happened...Be it to be bad or good..
So as long i'm good right now :)
I'm glad to have great friends out there to support me till this far...
THANK YOU PEOPLE!!!

My life is sure damn tiring for anyone to lead..
How long will this continue to go on??
Let's see =P

Meanwhile lets just lean back and enjoy this comfortable rain!
Good night people!

FYP!

2010-05-31T20:29:00.000-07:00

Okay they say fyp is bored..I guess thats true enough to say so ba ...
Stuck in the lab reading slides and books..
Just let us stay at home to read la..

Lab SO DEAD!!
not like what i've expected...

How i wished i had all my friends in the room then can play and joke! :(
Let's see what can we do...
Really is nothing to do!!!
Cannot Sleep!

People around here like all so S.H.Y!
So quiet...Bored Bored
1st week been causing lots of trouble le LOL!
Changing in Lab , Playing with the stupid roller cupboard & badminton session...
Okay ba hope next week will be a lot better! :)

Many stuff wanna blog but i've forgotten what to blog...SIANS..

Anyway..July is sticking around the corner WOOHOO!
so i will have an 1 week break from fyp to macau!

500 days of summer :)

2010-05-22T10:27:00.000-07:00

Today i watched 500 days of summer again for the 7th time .
It's a good movie which i will never end up getting bored out of it.
Why is this movie nice well let's say i feel like i'm inside the movie...

It's basically what happened in my life..

For the 7th time .. this time i didn't cry watching it...
Those words reached me but it didn't make an impact when it used to have before already...
What does this mean?
Am i numb towards it?Probably it had no feeling on me anymore..
Well earlier today as USUAL..
Db training..
Went out with Tong and derrick met nicole shop around and headed back home..
Bored life! Can't wait for friday to come! Sentosa!
Got to go it's pretty late already...
Good night :)

A little Night Out With Friends!

2010-05-22T10:16:00.000-07:00

So after work went out straight to meet my parents for dinner..
Had a nice dinner with great spread of dishes over there before heading to meet the kaki out for fun...

We played a little games at the lan shop before hanging out a little ...
Got myself a bottle of e33 and started chilling with them...
gosh e33 still taste as good as before except it doesn't feel as good as it was in zouk...

Haha!Alright some photos before i end the night :)

E33!N.I.C.E!!

Wine Tasting ceremony by Shaun...
In shaun's head = "...umhhmm Taste good...Shiok..."

It still feels good to be drinking around with friends :)

Same Birthday!!!

2010-05-21T01:30:00.000-07:00

Just got to know eve a dragonboat girls team de teammate shared the same bd as me!wohoo!can celebrate together after training!

Talking about birthdays...
We have siang tong and gavin's birthday coming right ahead and definitely not forgetting si wei's birthday tomorrow!

Haha bad thing is we can't drink! Race is hitting the blocks very soon!
we got to train hard
bite on hard so we can bite on to that gold biscuit too!

okay now i'm facing some stupid challenge for myself!
I'm eating an fuji apple first time ..not peeled... not sliced
the whole shit!
Challenge for me:)

OKay i swear this apple is !@$#% hard like stone!
my jaws are so tired and numb!
will upload photos to let you guys see :)
see ya knock off from work :)

Trying so damn hard to chew onto this apple..

My First Bite!

Let's Continue Chewing The Apple!

This Route has really too many curbs..

2010-05-19T08:00:00.000-07:00

Days passed! Its been a week!
Hows with your life??Busy?Bored?Shag?

Well i had all three of them :(
Busy with the dragonboater lifestyle..
Bored with work..
Shag with the everyday training...

Work been really bored nowadays...
Setting up laptops..
Lunching out...
Back to setting up laptops..
It's really the life of a SLACKER!

Dragonboat training are getting tougher and tougher..
Reaching our target real soon 16.5km/hr-->current speed 15.6km/hr
let's all train super duper hard for this day man! Let's fly off from our competitors!

Life getting more and more interesting..
Never knew that we could get this far..
Though it's tough but i like the process :)
Let's keep the conversation going alright??

Anyway just got back home from a movie with best dudes ! tong + shaun!
Watched loser ... Very Funny Movie! Likes!!
So what!! Is this a stupid question day , today???

I'm still holding onto my phone wondering what to do...
Wait or sleep?
Sleep or wait?
I wonder?probably head to bed to wait ba...
Let my fatigue level decide it for me ...
Bed let's crash! wohoo! gogo!

Shagzo!!!

2010-05-11T19:59:00.000-07:00

Celebrated elizabeth bd before heading back home on monday..
Walked around orchard for a present couldn't find a thing that i can come to mind with...

It was so lucky as the shop owner whom was closing the stall let us in and bought a pair of ear rings :)

Headed back home for deep sleep!
Woke up late for training rush like some crazy dude...
Made it in time for training!

Yesterday i was working in Bishan and i'm afraid from now on to the next week or so i will still be stuck at bishan...
40 Desktop to fix! 8 down 32 more to go!

Getting real bored due to the sucky internet there and the lousy borneo motor free public internet...
It's rather on and off...At times its fast yet at times its fast

Headed back to school for training!
Cabbing around seems so much better than taking bus...
Now i can understand why Tong love cabs so much...

Was early for training for the first time in my attachment period...
Let's count down for attachment to be over!10 more working days!
This vesak day!i'm really gonna play and have fun like M.A.D !!!!

Sentosa anyone ON ???

Anyway i was thinking of joining this year's Campus Road Run...
FYP gonna be here very soon...who will be my groupmates?

So see ya in school in 10 more working days!!

Tight Tight Tight!

2010-05-09T23:43:00.000-07:00

This Week Schedule is really very very de Tight!
Let's see we have Db trainings on Tue-Thurday from 6.30AM -8.00PM
Attachment Everyday From 8 - 6PM !
AND not forgetting!Wednesday's piano class!
Saturday im gonna be going to my childhood friend's 21st Birthday celebration!!!
Sunday let's see NUM???LOL!

This week due to the above activity got tied down by so many stuffs...
Friends asking me out to drink (Excuse: I'm sorry tomorrow i have training!)
Friends asking me out to makan (Excuse: I'm sorry i got work on sunday...)
Friends asking me out to lepak (Excuse: I'm still sorry tommorrow i have training cannot slack out too late...)

WTH IS THIS RIGHT???
definitely you guys will think of that way...
But no choice this is life , this is me =)

Let's talk a little about this song i just placed on the blog...
It's about love yes it is ...Why always love song???
It's not that i'm emo but just i like the meaning that is being brought out in one...

Love breeds hatred...
Hatred breeds love...
I'm scared of love we all are...
But wasn't love suppose to be that pretty and awesome thing any one would want to know?

We hate to watch the drama to once again know what's love because we think it's just lies...
As we move past one another..We changes gradually..From hi and byes to Smiles and to looking and lastly
Moving past one another as if we never exist..

Being a slave to the past...It is tough , tiring and definitely it hurts like always...

--End--

Let's see learn to step out that place yourself...
Move on , many people whom treasure those who don't , never seems to be able to walk out yet they always believe one day..
One day...
That light will flash once again...
Will it?
Is it possible?

--I don't know--

But when i see her holding another guys hand...
I crashed..
Trying my very to see that light once again..

Drown myself...Soak myself...Talked out...
umpteens and here i am!
Jack finally see the light !
not from her ...but you!you guys and dear friends =)
u gave me the light you show me the light!

I thank every one
EVERY FREAKING SINGLE ONE OF YOU GUYS!

I love the times u guys force me to forget her...
i love the times u guys force me to soak in alcohol..
I love the time when i cried and gave the excuse of eating that bloody spicy laksa in south canteen and you people , you guys cheer me up (okay got to stop here or i'll start crying again!LMFAO!)
We moved , We moved to become a happier person than ever...

Move out of that hole guys =)
Find your light wherever that light come from ..Find it!

--End of Jack's rubbish lecture--

Tomorrow is elizabeth's bday i dont think i will be celebrating with her so i will probably getting something later on for her..

So Seeya people!Meet me out please because i miss you people badly!!

Outing at last!!

2010-05-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

Haha finally out with the 2 ladies Of ice3 my previous workplace...wanted to eat ben & Jerry at the start yet we actually forgot to eat !!wth !!
We ended up watching ironman 2 pretty boring movie it wasn't as good as before :(sadded
Had my favourite pork ramen at smu kopitiam!

We proceeded to marina bay sands :)
Walk around like tourist :)pretty nice place the bridge :)I wished there were lesser people and we can stay around there a little while more...

Many stuff been happening around me :)take a notice again..look back again it's here but u just don't know ..is it I don't know ..it's for me to know and for you to find out!
Queenie introduced me a song by Lin fung the hk actor one of my favourite actors in hk drama!
Haha it was a very nice song and slowly begin the understand what it meant ..
Listen to it :)

Today training the sun was like freaking H.A.W.T!!!
burn my skin like hell!
Bad training objective not achieve!
Okay today i found a new way to slim down fast!gonna try it from tml onwards :)hope it works!

Two photos to start off with!

Me and Elizabeth =)

Me and Karhao =)

So where's jaslyn???
She got too busy hooking around forgot about taking photo with ME!!!

Terrill if u are seeing this yup its ur primary school friend!

Guess that's for all see ya!

Boom WhaChaya Say!

2010-05-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! how are u doing? Anyway been very busy these few days doing work and so on..

Attachment becoming more and more fun...
Been moving to citycab and serangoon oftenly working with different people and nice people =D

Anyway got really bored at Serangoon already!
Fixing wires of the switch of the server (can't understand ?read up ur networking notes!)
Cut Cut Plug Plug Fix Fix That's my job :)

Watching loads and lots of video about taiwan! OMG!
wanna go there and eat till my fill sia! The mee sua like nice only!
Can someone share with me the oyster mee sua?u eat oyster i eat the mee sua =)
Still on hold about the trip to thailand during the september holidays..

Damn!i wanna let myself go wild one day! PLEASE! !
i wanna go marina barrage slack !
i wanna go to the beach and swim play volleyball play soccer!
i wanna play badminton badly!
i wanna ride bicycle!
i wanna go Tong House watch movie!
i wanna chill out with my dudes someday at some cozy place like mount faber??
i wanna eat ben & jerry banana ice cream!
I wanna eat frolicks blueberry yogurt!(missed melissa the free ice cream lady!at Downtown!)
I wanna take a break!

but..how???
dragonboat training + attachment + piano exams = breaking limits?!?!

anyway if anyone were to ask me out to do so i'm definitely ON!

Time flies 1 more month and i'm gonna be out from attachment!
and FYP gonna start real soon!

This week gonna have something interesting going on! Saturday moving out with jaslyn and elizabeth for Ben & Jerry + Dinner + Movie(IronMan II)
HAHA !Hope they have no idea what to eat then can psycho them go eat the ramen at Kopitiam opposite SMU! N.I.C.E

So today was asking Jaslyn why girls turn themselves into lesbian..
It's pretty cruel when i know the truth!
They got hurt and get sick and tired of guys cheating on them and not understanding them..So they end up as les to fulfill such..!!!

Guys!WTF are we doing to be hurting girls like that!
And Jaslyn i'm a 100% dude ...
It's just that i get tired of believing in fate...
cause they never seems to come...LOL!!!

NUMCollege.com is like expanding fast...
and many many gays in singapore are out to hunt us num ambassador!
Okay ! Be Careful!!

Got really sick after eating the sakae buffet at toa payoh...
Saturday woke up with slight fever , bad sore throat , flu and cold..
At night after work i was feeling so bad... Headache but i just endure till i got back home panadols and slept all the way till morning...

I suddenly realised something!i haven't been taking photos for some time!
Okay Saturday I'm bring out my camera!Gotta snap snap snap!!LOADS OF photos!

Fun + unfunz !

2010-04-22T08:05:00.000-07:00

Okay i've been roaming around nyp these two days...
Its pretty fun to be at the club crawl thingy!
There's like the pasar malam thingy going on with db and kayak recruits!
Come db booth see handsome guys!
Come kayak booth see fit fit guys!
ENJOYED!

Anyway i had fun playing those games they had in hand..
the catapult , the hamster ball and OF COURSE!the G.L.A.D.I.A.T.O.R!!!

was watching performance here and there..
Foreign bodies , stage arts , orchestra , chinese orchestra , chinese dance , malay dance ..OKAY! MIX CULTURE DANCES...

they were pretty good!
Not forgetting those pictures that were captured by NYPTV!
FREAKING UBER AWESOME!

Well im surprise to see myself in NYAA lol!
due to the helpout last time back..
Anyway was pretty shag , club crawl gym X 2 days

Today went to look for michelle she told me alot of stuffs about the class so i told her its better we meet and talk she said okay but when time comes i got totally "KANA J.A.C.K.E.D".It's like here i am offering help yet i'm treated like an idiot...
It sucks to be stepped in the face ...
Seriously i freaking swear this is the last time i'm gonna bother about it already...
I'm gonna wash my hands off you!

It pains to be believe you would actually do this...
Jack!Leave!Walk away!Don't Stay!GO!GO AWAY!MOVE ON!

The recruits were pretty good numbers we had a few hundred guys joining us not forgetting the hundred plus girls too..
Saw teresa lam 's ex-bf / maybe current ??? who knows?joined db too...Lets hope he last out alright?

So anyway thats for all ..ALL THE WAY NYPDB ! ! DOUBLE GOLD!

pranked!

2010-04-20T09:44:00.000-07:00

okay its been like 2 weeks since i last blog isnt it ?haha okay blogging with my e71 pretty lazy to use the laptop as im damn tired after training..
Just had instant noodles for dinner , flashbacks of my times when we always had instant noodles with double the egg and stirred ..its damn nice :)add with the spicy drumlets!
But well it was the past right now i prefer it to be simple so i can finish my dinner fast and go to bed asap
Okay so what actually happen on saturday is there a girl named debra she stepped in the shop looking for a shirt to buy for her friend's birthday...She was like wondering around shop for quite some time so i went over to help her out and stuffs..

after half hour she was still there.. and adam one of the wheelock num ambassdor tell me she asked for my number like huh??serious??
I was pretty shock but still continued my job..after she decide on an item to buy she went to the cashier yet i told her there's a promotion where theres a buy one get one free promo...

Then she cracked her head for another piece to buy ..I recommended her to buy a party tank..
so she ended up buying a rugby party tank..
when she was paying for the items i pass her a name card..

When everythings done they told me that i was pranked..
Like erm?wth!!!
but anyway we chatted quite pretty well off and its good we have much common in stuffs..

haha so that's was what about num last saturday..
fate huh?we actually met coincidently at cine on sunday again..LOL!

okay got to stop talking about this already..

Dragonboat training was getting real real tough now adays
keep going onto distance and distance..

Met out with friends on sunday for a movie Shutter island!
wow that movie was good!plot nice, acting nice! , thrilling!!!

anyway got to get sleeping soon see ya!
will upload the photos next time :)

What's wrong?

2010-04-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

Okay let's do some sharing man ..it's pretty bored to not get any tags while u write stories isn't it!
Anyway I'm currently in the bus with a couple a front of me French kissing like non-stop...
It's like ~_~ ..can u both get a room?
Lol !though it's fine with me but somehow I do not feel well..
Probably jealousy ba right?

Work currently was pretty slack ..been doing lots of fun stuff :)
finished watching naruto got to find a new anime to watch already!
Went to nyp on thur and Friday good to be back at school eating "good food" for lunch
afterall I'm really damn sick of the food at my work place already and having to eat alone..it's freaking boring !!
Saw the orientation of S.I.T pretty happening though ...
Flashbacks from the past !wohoo !FUN !

Saw the Chinese orchestra people wearing the green polo tee smoking outside the school..back to school and saw more co people no idea what's going on there but probably it's none of my business already..
Saw the unforgettable yet told myself "be strong!" and I walked off ...
It might be too much but I don't care cause I don't want to be back into the darkness where I used to be...

Dragonboat training was getting more and more tough ..
Coach wanted to follow the national stroke and applied their style on us ..
It's a whole a new stroke and we felt like shit after that...
Just got to keep trying and improving ...

Back to num to work ! Been playin English chess with Chris the whole time !fun !we still haven't find out who the winner is...
Still remember how I use to participate in chess competition in primary school
haha in chess one step could be costly
sacrifice,tricks,plans and of cause!victory!
Haha saw Qing Guo and Kelly today !Kelly was like shock to see me around..
Couldn't recognize her anymore ..she look different from the past..
Of course everyone change it's just on how u change don't you agree?
School is starting soon for some of them..
It's good isn't it now everyone is getting busy!

Okay who's gonna eat ice cream with me now?!!!
Damn !all say okay end up all Mia ... :'(
damn strong smell is sitting beside me !
Lucky I'm like left with the last 3 bus stop! Wohoo
home sweet home !

See ya guys !

It's been long enough :)

2010-04-05T10:02:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, it's been long hasn't it?
So i'm gonna post one damn gaolat one!!! :)

Attachment been pretty smooth having lots of fun with the collegues now and then...
Went to Zouk Phuture last friday with db mates
Fun but not the fights!
Drank like crazy!!!
Dennis told me "EVERY FRIDAY I'M NOT A CHRISTIAN!!!"
LMFAO!!!

haha anyway it's was fun ba met new friends too charmaine and jing ling...
Very pretty and nice ladies :)

KTV with secondary school mates !Open a martell bottle and sang lots of songs!

Dragonboat intensive training starts tomorrow!
gonna train like crazy !!

--Jack's Prophecy--
Been through lots of things and seen and understand alot more than i do previously..

Love... Can you understand what it really means?
Many will say "yes i understand but seriously...YOU DON'T"
cause it's not a simple 4 letter word to be understood easily..

There are many kinds of love
1st of cause it's the love where the bond between two party are strong..so strong that they are unbreakable..They can't live an hour without the company of one another...That's probably always the first part of one relationship..
So sweet..So happy..

2nd.. its a love where many are dying with..
Why do i say so?
its probably a break up
where either party still couldn't let go of one another...
Still hoping that one day the partner will turn back and look at him/her
and decide for the better

Many still hold that simple grab of hope..
They pray, they cry, they hurt themselves yet to find themselves landing in a pit hole deeper than any man could find out..

3rd..its a love where many hates..
Loving through revenge..
Many just doesn't admit that they still bare that limit of love within themself
trying to make life difficult for one another..
make life horrible for one..
baring guilt ridden regrets..
Yet don't understand in the end ..
"the more they hate,the more they love"
If u still doesn't love why do u still bother?
am i right ?

4th...Slient Love..
It's a very strong and also a respectable love..
I will salute anyone whom does it..
Secretly helping ,secretly pushing and bring her a good step / future...
Being a bad guy yet is whom who is helping out in the end..
A guardian/a soul mate..
they don't dare to love yet they can't help to..
They are oftenly blamed for the good they caused..
yet they accept it because in their heart they know..
it's for the better of you..

Many of us are in the 2nd kind of love...
Yes of course i used / currently is in the 2nd & 4th kind of love..
But i manage to climb out of the pit hole ...
Friends show me the way...friends supporting one another..
Finally after u are out of it u understand what it feels like to be breathing fresh air..
To be out..
Why do people still bother when u are not even bothered...
why do many have to sacrifice themselves for them when they don't appreciate it at all?

Move on....
Learn to "move on"..
I still learning to so should you!

Love is just like boarding the bus to some faraway place where u don't know how to get to...
There are many buses in the bus terminal..
Yet which is the right bus?
Yes there may be directions..
but after boarding it might still be the wrong bus..
Many times these "right" buses passes by you yet u missed those opportunity..

So what if you have board the wrong bus?
learn it the hard way!
take another bus take until u reach your destination..

There's a price to pay my love..
Love= no freedom + lesser friends + lesser "fun"
Is all these exchange worth it?
Are you sure you have decide to lose these privilege away?
Many complain many break up because of such reasons but there's no such thing as perfect of both sides..
Remember if u found the bus be ready to lose these priviledge because u are suppose to be inside the bus till they reach the destination..
No toliet , no food & drinks , no smoking...
Are you ready to board the bus?
many say yes...yet inside their heart there's definitely a "no"...

Think of it guys have fun and enjoy your last 2 weeks of holiday!
See ya take care :)
hope this post doesn't disappoints you =)
leave some comments to tell me what you think of it then :)

I'm not gonna give up!

2010-03-28T09:49:00.000-07:00

Today was a very important day coach selected the 27 person core team some were not chosen and encourage by the coach to leave..

BUT this moment is where we brought out our team spirit we promised one another we are gonna FIGHT HARD for it FIGHT TO STAY ON!

BECAUSE I'M NOT GONNA GIVE IN TO YOU!!
i'm gonna win u in everything this is my way!
I'm gonna stop all my bad habits..
Tomorrow !
I'm gonna touch them ever again!

Listen hard this is only for one purpose !
to beat u!

I am a Emergency Tube...

2010-03-25T09:52:00.000-07:00

Thanks everyone..
Tonight i had made a decision...
and i hope nothing will let me change my mind.

I wanna thank queenie first off because she let me understand everything the situation i'm confused about all along...

Feng Shui Lun Liu Zuan... If what happens may happens another time..
If theres 1 theres gonna be 2 and 3 ...

this were words i'm gonna etch in my mind from now on..

try to forget her
don't write about her anymore
don't mention her
totally wipe her away
open ur heart

lots of time till u explore outside world de
so dun hold on something so tight
give urself a chance
giv others a chance

thanks ...
I will remember this night cause it's the last time i will be sheding my tears for u..

good night..attachment awaits

It's been long!

2010-03-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

Well it's a long time ever since i touch this blog already...always been wanting to touch this blog yet i have totally no time!!!

Anyway pretty much things have been happening yet i don't know what to do...
it was like on tuesday the day when results are out relieved to see that my results are still fine but i ended up checking on someone else result and was relieved to see the results are fine too..

why am i doing this?why am i still contacting her?
shouldn't i suppose to be happy that she has already got that happiness she long wanted ...

Like what cs told me on mon "today i like u 20mins later i don't like you".. How would you have felt if someone has to tell u this?
what am i some waiter or am i some indonesia maid to serve u..
Please love is not something u can doll with ...
Treat it seriously because i always end up being hurt with whatever u say...

I want to talk to u , i want to take a glance at u one more time ..
is it so hard to do with someone whom you "like"..

I really want to forget it but i don't know why i just can't...
I've tried everything...whether it is being a bad guy or a good guy it just don't work...

I seriously hate excuses...please if u really don't wish to...u can just say a no...
don't let me have a hope and dissapear on that day or give another reason to not come...

is it so hard to have a 30 min dinner with me??
why do i have to wait like months for this dinner?
is it so nice to break promises?
maybe sometime i should try doing so...

Anyway enough of this le i don't really want to bother abt this anymore...
hang on tight jack u must let it go no matter how many times u wanna cry or how many times u wanna try because u will never get what u want...

attachment was quite slack this week...
not much stuff...this weekend MR500 at bedok reservoir do pay me a visit :)
sat = heats
sun = finals

NYP ALL OUT!

2010-03-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

Been having something that has been turmoiling in my head the whole day..
It's been a very long time already yet why did it still just don't leave me..

Had a very weird dream last night
dreamt of "her" it was my bday on that dream day there were many people m friend and many more ..
Yet I was crying ...the only thing remains in me was what i said
"it's not I don't want but I don't dare..."
And she was behind me hugging me from the back with tears

what's wrong with me ???
I know that this wouldn't be possible yet I still hold that measely piece of chance..

Dead boring!!!

2010-03-16T02:04:00.000-07:00

Hi guys it's been a long time I've last blog isn't it :)
been damn busy with Db attachment and piano ...
Freaking bored now stuck in the attachment office waiting for knock off!

Db this Sunday!our first race for the year it's at marina barrage do come down if u wish to :)
there will also be a flea market I heard so can go there do some shopping :)
anyway all have been training damn hard from mr500 and POLITE it's time I also turn on my gear and start training like crazy!!

Piano exams will start onthus coming July near my bdays..
Damn sian hope Macau Db race and piano won't clash...
Haha talking abt piano suddenly reminds me of Eleanor forgot hw we started talking but she's a pianist too!
Very nice person la ,she helped me buy the 5 bucks kaspersky anti-virus
haha I'm cheap skate aren't I :)

celebrated cs bday ytd damn fun:)
substitute cs favourite apple strudle as bday cake :)
ate ajisen ramen first and brought out the strudle sang bday song and ate the strudle
the strudle was SOLID!!!

anyway got to hard for the next few days hope I can still keep up with everything
BUCK UP!!!

Next Step ...

2010-03-11T08:38:00.000-08:00

My next step! Attachment!
well i've got into ST Electronics starting what i thought was just suppose to pick up calls only...
End up..
I got to fix computers...

Omg it's like so dead boring la!
Install softwares..
Update Softwares..
Reformat stupid old laptops..
Debug their full of virus computer!

Vinn and Esther was on the same office as me..
Esther is admin while vinn and me Service Desk..

After work been gyming and going out for dinner with friends..
Went to IT Fair today!
Saw to very very very nice laptop!
HP wa so sleak and CHIO!!!

i'm so gonna buy it !BUT...
NO MONEY!!
i got no money no money but U!!clap clap x2
:(
:'(

Well saw eleanor and pei shan working at it fair too..
wondering where's ping hui...
thomas??
all nvr work meh???
Sian..
gtg gonna sleep early tmr still got training at 6am!!
5am life again!!!
see ya!

Last Day!

2010-03-07T10:23:00.000-08:00

Tonight is the last night before the torturous 3 months in ST Electronics..
Let me recap wad did we did these few days..
Friday went to work and head to bugis actually wanted to sing at TopOne but end up the package offered was only till 11pm it was not worth it so we switch to Suntec end up Suntec KBox close business already..

They went in Eng Wah to disturb michelle alittle...
Went down to zhu hai to drink and sing..FUN!
Bak Kut Teh before home and headed straight to Home to take a little nap and headed straight Lower Seletar for training..
Piano Lesson and work again for the saturday!
Went down to school to "sleep"...
End up in yishun playing lan games..
head back to school to sleep at around 3am??

Okay the Kayak today was super fun!
Plus tiring of course...
Pretty hard to steer and paddle together..
Unstable boat! Keep Capsizing with the Salty sea water in my mouth like eeeww...
Went to Queensway to buy formal for attachment with parents..
Bugis to pray and amk for shabu with friends..
Movie "Human being Human" damn FUNNY!
and drink and here i am !

Many things are juggling in my mind right now i can't see what's in front of me and what i am suppose to do in future..

Welcome to a new change!

2010-03-04T09:34:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone! Back from the torture BBQ it was fun though many unhappy stuff happen we don't wanna talk about it ba..
It's needless to comment on it..

Anyway BBQ was fun lots of left over food...
We played the black red poker card game..ON FOOD!not drinks..
wa Gavin eat like shit sia i think he this month see sausage or crab stick will puke sia...

To people whom left early i'm sorry to have asked you for the 10 dollar i know i shouldn't have take from you guys.You didn't eat much though..but because i have to return the money spent on the bbq that's why..

Had a closed up conversation with queenie yesterday know what i have to do.Understood everything and i'll do as she say.Bright Future ahead !Jia You!!

Today's briefing learned about my attachment venue !It's near school near home!Go Training also easy :)$500 pay yes!!Plus it's a easy job!Desk Service..Pick up some calls , make some calls..

Went to Bugis to pray after the attachment its was quite late so head home straight.
Things gonna get busy for this few weeks lo!

Gtg see ya!

Pain

2010-03-02T11:04:00.000-08:00

Its 3am ! Surprisingly i'm not tired so i'll blog awhile before sleeping :)
Anyway exams are finally! REMOVE! TERMINATED! whatever...
Many things has happened during few days after the exams are over..
Drink at NSRCC , Neverland , Rebel & Zirca
Had a hell of a drinking night...

Prawning with ray , dyran , tong & queenie was fun :)
Grocering with tong & queenie , ping hui and shaun
BBQ tomorrow hope everything will be smooth i'm left with 60 bucks for the whole day tomorrow :~(

Feeling very dead now...
DB + work + study =NO LIFE!
What to do?Suck thumb lor...
Feeling very weird very down..
i don't know why neither do i understand why..
Everything just seems wrong...
I feel so jerk now..
I played with people's feeling like how i got played..
I experienced that feeling... it sucks ..
I can't understand why people enjoy doing this..
I regret and i'm sorry..

Jack will turn the time back to normal !
because i have really turned into that person which i hated most..
understood how i feels to be like..

Remember guys/girls in reality relationship is not something u can choose we guys!or girls are not your shopping merchandise...
Don't do this because you always end up hurting people when it happens.

Drink!!!

2010-02-27T12:48:00.000-08:00

Hi its gonna be 5 am lo
just got back from neverland super fun there!!!

Life this week is really hardcore drinking sia
friday rebel with numboys made kendrick drunk and puke like crazy!!!
saw vincent , meijia , yi jie , jun hao in the club too..

Today neverland was a very fun experience with me as usual drinking with leon and my brother but wad make it so different is the performance is like nice...
environment like solid but lose atlantis la...

anyway study hard for the monday exams ba jia you!!!

Got to stop this life... The money like tire kana punctured like that..

Screwed Up!

2010-02-24T10:16:00.000-08:00

How have you guys been?How's exams going by??tag something in that DAMN tag box ma...
Anyway 2 exams down!! 1 LAST!!! 1 LAST!!

Anyway its pretty difficult this paper Software Engeineering! It is HOLY SHIT!!!
What's left is Device Interface!!!

Since today there pretty lots of time left before the exams time , i shall take some time off to plan the chalet..
I know its kind of late but no choice ... Exams who still got time for this??
Class rep lor...LOL
Anyway trying super hard to get the chalet booked! Cheap and big chalet requires time
Expensive and Small Chalet can be booked fast..So what??

Much stuff to consider.. The rushing 1-3 march NSHomeTeam / Pending Aranda or expensive and small downtown east la

Food ??What food to buy?? Drinks?? Package?? How many are staying ?? How many ARE COMING ??

like lots of maths formula sia..
Now i understand why we learn C maths and other bullshit maths and ERP modules.

(the statements below are not regarding the chalet[just some personnel vandalism])<--BE COOL :)
I feel stupid..JACK!U know you don't have to do this!you know u don't have to bother..Why the FCUK u even bother !!!WAKE UP !!

wondering what's with this song?
Well was listening to itunes this whole night came across this song..
i overheard the lyrics and repeat and repeat and understand the song yet..
at times its not whether you want to or not hold onto it and choose to let it pass you by..
Listen to it carefully ...
Its beautiful,innocent & brillant but at times in my case u just have to loose the grip and let it pass u by..
I took some time to look at my past blog and yes its indeed those times just have to pass me by...

Today when i was surfing the facebook..i came across Tammy saying "Love all , trust a few"
I probably think thats true for me...
Though i have a W--I--D--E network of friends..
but which are trustable??which are really T-R-U-E friends??
i don't know...I just hate friends whom make use of people...
Seen and experience of these people so BEWARE when u make friends..
anyway thats all for sharing
GOOD NIGHT!

Highest Peak!!

2010-02-22T08:11:00.000-08:00

IST completed!!!
Today was certainly a shag day to comment on..
IST was just all about dull text so dull..
U simply just don't even understand what u are writing about in the exam..

But still its done!!!
FINALLY! wohoo!!
2 more exams! and we can finally give ourselves a break!

Today why is it called the highest peak?Not because IST is completed but i have done something i feel that is worth being happy about...

Many said the highest achievement of love is being happy for the person even if he/she isn't together with you to exchange for one's happiness isn't it?...

Today as i was surfing facebook while on my way home i saw the post of photos.
She smiled finally she smiled like before..
It's a smile that many would die to exchange a glimpse for..

I'm happy i don't know why ..happy to see this smile again :)
Anyway nothing else to comment already pack your stuff!!

GET OUT AND STUDY!!!
breathe in some fresh air :)
ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS!

Party Party Study Study!

2010-02-18T17:29:00.000-08:00

Its been really fast isn't it?
Chinese New Year and boom! Exams are around the corner already!
Left with today and the weekends to cover our ass..

Okay later going to sentosa with CS alone..
Don't worry im not gay just wanna tann our the "Oreo Cream" in my body..
What's "Oreo Cream"???I'll break it down to you =)
See my arms are dark so they will be the black biscuit , while my stomach & chest will be the cream as they are in a lighter color .

Tonight I'm so gonna study !!!I swear!!!

Okay CNY Was Fun!
Saw Queenie at Genting.
Eat like a shitbag ..
Watch a couple of movies.
Get to Slack around alot for the week..
Gambling but still losing... LOL =X
Will not play in between that game again..

Jack's Mind...

Now look at the windows near you are they sliding windows??
if they are good cause i'm gonna talk about that..
Are They Closed or Open??
and how are you feeling?

Take the windows as a couple when they are closed they are separated so near yet so far isn't it??
The windows will have to wait for their master to open them a pathway..
That master is YOU!nah,just joking with you..its feelings...
end my little story here..got to go now or im late!!!
Anyway open up your windows!Don't get too stuffy!Breathe in the fresh air they are good for now - "the stressing environment" !!!

Drink Drunk Drive!!!!

2010-02-16T09:57:00.000-08:00

Hows your CNY so far???
Well cny for me is dead FUN!!! especially at night!
The Pub and Club at HK is DA BEST IN DA WORLD!!!!

Drink the johnnie walker like solid... 2 cups i'm nuts...
Lots of fun over there and also alot of unexpected things happened...
I didn't know that my cousin would have liked me... She asked me to be her bf ...
LIKE OMG!!
its on valentine's day somemore...

Alright back to the topic...
Back to singapore drinking with tong gavin cs and two new friends..forgot who there names were already...

Anyway signing out hope to see you guys "NOT DURING EXAMS"... :)
CHEERS HAPPY CNY!!!

INTERNET!!!

2010-02-12T17:08:00.000-08:00

Okay Some Updates over here...Freaking COLD... :)Today gonna eat lots of nice food!and go around to do some shopping!!! :)

Of course not forgetting that cs told me to get him some clothes...
okay then ill cut the crap here
HAVE FUN THIS CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

also don't forget to stuuddddyyyyy ....
=) SEE YA!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2010-02-11T08:14:00.001-08:00

I'll be taking this chance to blog as i don't i'll have any internet connection for the next few days...

Anyway, It has been a little dull for me these days..
Went Shopping with kareina bought myself a Asics Tiger Onitsuka !!!Finally!!!
Went Shopping with Shaun and group..Bought myself a 501 levis.. NICCCEEE!
Work and got complimented by korean girls(happy that those weren't AH LIAN) that i'm handsome :) :) :)

Been wandering around these days..
Finally got release from the stress of projects..
But... So what?what can i do when i'm not busy??
Slack??Sleep??

Been seriously lazy to train..Damn tired of gyming all day long and the running...
I ran the 8.8km from my house to bishan park U-TURN !!
i lost 1.5kg !!! IT IS CERTIFIED!!BY JACK!!
haha :)

Well if u wanna lose weight run more :)

Been looking at youtube all day long..
Found lots of romance movie whom i'm wondering who i can get to watch with me???
Valentine's day
Remember Me
Dear John
Letters From Juliet

All of them look seriously wonderful !!! I hope it will be as good as 500 days of summer :)
Cause that's my second favourite after "My Sassy Girl- English Version(ang moh act one) "- NOT KOREAN DE!

I really miss how good it really feels to have *that feeling on you...
So what am i despo or what LOL!!
No i'm not just that i'm lost...

Stepping into Hong Kong in a few hours time... Chiong the curry fishball, claypot rice, dim sum!!!
Now you understand why i purposely go lose weight before going overseas le ba :)
Now can replenish my weight again!!

Malaysia will be damn fun this time!!Heard from my mum that we might be going to Sunway Lagoon or Genting for A DAY!!!
WOOTS!!!

Can have fun a little while :)
I miss the pirate ship with you...

Exams are coming by so near..SO NEAR!!
After Exams i will treat myself to one week of fun..or maybe INTENSIVE DB TRAINING!!!

Attachment will come by..FAST!!
Hope i can get some easy attachment..
So i won't have to stress myself with studies again..

Jack's Personal Feeling

Maybe i'll start this section every week so DON'T !!! mention about this Section..

Have you ever wondered why you actually drop tears out of no reason?
i don't know until i read an article.It actually meant your loved one is crying .. Crying with you...

You sneeze because others are talking behind your back..
You cry because your love ones are crying because of you..
What about heart ache??what happens when u have heart ache without any reasons?

It's been a year plus ever since i've felt that..
I still remember in POC lesson..
I once because of heart ache left the class and left the common test...
I've cried like shit...
I was really the blockhead back there...

At times i wonder why would one miss another even knowing the fact that it's impossible to withhold it once again..

Its not about being EMO but about being left out..

Running is the easiest yet the most painful solution...
But i didn't know running had been so tough...
When can this marathon end?its been long enough..

Anyway wishing all of you whom are seeing my blog A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!GONG XI GONG XI :)
hope you guys get lots of ang pao!

2010-02-10T21:35:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG!~!!
just found alot tons of good movies to watch this year

Prince of persia
Iron Man 2
Clash of Titans
The last song - I like this..
Remember Me - Robert Pattinson GIRLS U MUST BE CRAZY ABT THIS!
Dear John - All Thumbs UP!!!
Letters to Juliet - Damn Nice,Watch the trailer it proofs everything!!!

Well movies!!!Get Touched this 2010...

What's Happening?

2010-02-08T09:15:00.000-08:00

Time pass really fast isn't it?
What i am doing actually for these past few months?
What the fcuk am i doing seriously!!!

Tracing back i feel damn fcuk up...
Isn't this suppose to be the better way...of treating these wounds?
Get a hang of yourself man!

What has happened let me think??
Chilling at star bucks...
Shopping...
Dragonboat..
Projects..
Work..
got to do a DO WHILE LOOP to LOOP back..

Its weird isnt it?Why do i feel it now..I never used to had this feeling before..
It's just no longer me...

Today lots of groups presented for the SACP Project..
I've heard that it was bad...

When shaun told me..She cried...Why did i felt so worried??
Why did i even bothered to sms her?
I don't understand...wasn't this not suppose to be happening...

No mood to continue...
TO BE CONTINUED...

Has it all happened?

2010-02-03T09:46:00.000-08:00

What's happening at times i question myself but is this me?
Why have i change into such a person?
Is there a need?Do i feel happy being this way?
What am i doing...

When i thought i had all the answers.. .ONE message,one incident suddenly ruin all of them...
I just don't why i still have this feeling?
I just don't understand why am i feeling this way...

Seriously this sucks i bet if u are in my shoes...

Anyway bright week ahead !!!
Projects are coming to an end and i will be GOING OVERSEAS!!! to bai nian...
LOL sound so nice yet so stupid..
but a chance to give myself a chance to relax isn't it?

Anyway jia you everyone!!With whatever u are doing!
Kareina - Jia You for your cny lion & dragon dance!
Agnes - Jia you for your driving and SACP :)dont worry i will get my license soon
Jasmine - Cheer up will ya :)Dont Cry :)
Michelle - If u are seeing this...Happy that u finally can do ur projects by yourself continue to do so work hard!
Shaun - Fuck you! :)
Ping Hui - lets go chill man !!LOL

What Happen???

2010-01-25T05:13:00.000-08:00

Its been long ever since i've last blog hasn't it?
Anyway i have been damn busy with projects and Dragonboat..
Projects are piling up higher and higher..
WorkLoad will crush us someday!!!

I've been selected in the main team i'm the 11th position in the team haha :)
Should i suppose to be happy?Or worried?Worried that i will be pulled down from that position?

Anyway we were using trivium paddle these few days..
That $300 paddle...SUCKS SERIOUSLY!
yes its good that its light... But it's very hard to pull...
Training has been tiring as usual the 70% to 80% to 90% to max out training..
I love the max out training..We were paddling so fast that i wonder..Am i even paddling?So fast ar?

Anyway..Got something to share with you guys...It's great that now i've actually able to treat michelle as an ordinary classmate which i couldn't have done in the past...
She probably after these one year plus months.. Dissapeared in my life and now i have no more feelings towards it anymore..
Isn't that good? After all she has her own life which i shouldn't interfere.. :)

These few days felt like it was a few years has passed..I don't know why but i just felt time was moving damn slow!

Hi My Sweet Heart! going more and more exciting haha next week is the last episode...
To anyone whom hasn't watched it PLEASE GO WATCH IT!!! it's very very nice !

Been very empty these few days... What do you guys do when u miss someone?
tag some comments please :)

I miss you...

2010-01-19T09:20:00.000-08:00

Hi guys:)School was as boring as expected... Loads of work to be done and loads of test coming this week... How to handle?

Well just got to live with it then...
Anyway training today was alittle slack ba..
As usual the gym which i was abit turned off when i can perform better than the trail test...
But anyway today's run was good..
Had fun training :)

At times i really wondered why am i so attracted to her?
i cant stop thinking of her for a moment she's like everywhere???
But when it comes to reality how can i woo her totally?thats the real problem..
Anyway im really damn tired got to go sleep liao see ya :)
Best of luck whether in test or life:)

What's Wrong??

2010-01-18T09:22:00.000-08:00

Hey guys i'm back here again:)
Been messing around this few days..Sunday went to si wei house to pray was a little impressed by the set ups but still okay la...

Went to meet cs to shop around bugis..
Bought a shirt which was rather cheap
Went to eat cs's favourite apple struddle and head to arcade to company him play arcade

He seems troubled though i dont know how to help him but i believe the only way was to company him ba:)

Seeing this happening im a little down too..
The group of friends we used to have was so bonded and strong but now...
We like have split ways...
I dont know why and i always wondered why..
I used to had this belief that no matter what the problem is..
As long as u are willing to try u definitely will solve it
But now this belief has gone..
because its really gone out of control..

Projects are meeting deadline very VERY VERY soon...
Which means EXAMS ARE GONNA DATE US VERY SOON!
I hate it,hate it when we come back from break boom!!!HOMEWORKS!PROJECTS!TEST!EXAMS!

went to the gym today found out my strength had dropped drastically
Damn stress...School work and cca

Wanna go out and chill but would there be anyone to chill with me?
Wanted to go Marina Barrage all the while..
Can someone fulfill my wish?LOL
anyway signing off:)

Let's start this over again :)

2010-01-16T10:36:00.000-08:00

Hi i'm back with more news about what happening these few days..

These few days had been some how tough?fun?happy?

Well tough?it didn't went too bad enough..Haha i began to accept the fact of what is happening now...

I'm glad to see now everything smooth for her and life has been going well for me too..

I've missing her now i don't know why but no matter what i do her name just appears in my mind..
What is wrong?
lol never mind about it :)
Let's look forward to the further outings ba :)

Fun?Well went out with kareina to watch a movie she brought me eat the soya beancurd at the parklane there...
It was very nice :)Soft and sweet..
Actually suppose to go her house to pack her things up but end up she back home and sleep...
I end up sleeping too dose off awhile while listening to music..

After an hour of rest wohoo Old dogs..
Though its my second time watching it but i still enjoyed it :)
Nice Movie!!!
Had Mac as dinner and back home ...

Well obviously happy is what i've said just now..But other than that today my water time trial achieve a very good result of 2 minutes 38 Seconds...

So ya I'm happy with the way im leading to myself now so Chill Out ! :)
See ya..

Boring School Boring Boring Boring...

2010-01-11T00:48:00.000-08:00

Well back to school went piano class before class started suppose to be gyming today morning but couldn't go..
SACP class was so damn dead...
Class was so down so quiet..
In the past we didn't have to be plugging our earphones because class was so fun and we are busy every minute in the class with lots of jokes around the class..
But now...
Everyone is sitting at their own corner doing projects,playing facebooks or chatting with their boyfriends or girlfriends...

Well i'm sick of this too...Began plugging my earphones too..
Why do adults nowadays love to block people in msn?
Isn't this a joke?
Reflect on your own friends?whom blocked connections in msn?
Thats like fooking childish la..

Well went out with kareina on during the weekends..
Went to prawning ?
Have you guys tried that before?
Well its a fun activity to do with your friends if u are really free la..
Because its gonna like be boring somehow.
As you got to wait and wait for those prawns to get hooked by you..
Prawning was never easy!
Took the prawns to cook..
Well killing the prawns also not easy la..
u have to wash them and hold their body and pierce them with the satay stick like ouch...

then they were like struggling...
Splashing water here and there...
But it was fun!haha

We chat the whole night lol...
getting to know each other around..
Shes a fun girl...With lots of interesting stuff around her..
Night ended and we head back home..

My heart has just been stained by a bottle of black ink.

2010-01-08T11:17:00.000-08:00

Hi it's jack here again...It's been a long day for me been at home the whole day...
It was definitely dead boring..
Supposely to be going out with my friend but last minute cancel..
So I spend my day gyming and staying home and watch drama..

Today went to coach's restaurant to give dad and mum a treat..
They loved coach's food haha..
Having a muscular waitor like coach should be damn xin fu ba:)

anyway i was watching the drama serial Hai Pai Tian Xin
Very nice show.But watching this drama suddenly brought myself back to the memories which was once beautiful..
I've cried while watching the show or maybe even now..

Remembered?the last night we spend before i went to penang for the dragonboat race?
It was this show u wanted to watch.

Once upon a time i was like the main lead da lang..
Very innocent a person whom knew nothing about love.
Having a classmate whom has a bad temper,loves to slap people,loves to pinch people.

Well like the drama we got together...
Things went smoothly untill one day she broke up with me..Because?
Results?Because her best friend broke up with my best friend?
I once hated the reason of the break up which i felt was very unreasonable?
Why ?You don't want to let your friend feel left out?
Why ?Because of our age gap?
Why ?Because you don't want a relationship?

Few months later we got back together secretly..
I didn't know whether it was a patch up or not..
But that period of time i really felt happy...
Having to find something i've once lost..
Be it we have to be like thieves i still enjoyed every moment we once shared..
Kissing in the lift
,Secretly holding hands under the chair or having to lie to your parents that u are having chinese orchestra
and i having to skip my kendo training just to spend that 2 -3 hrs with her

I felt happy and i really did..

but after every holiday our distance drifted apart.
From reasons like chinese orchestra training to best friend's outing..
Reasons and reasons...
Promises being teared apart like shredder machine.
What happened to the homecook meal we promise to make together?
What happened to the marina barrage ?
what happened to the ...everything we once said we were to go?

Finally a guy whom was her idealistic partner appeared in her life.
old enough for her targeted age , Smart guy , Bright Future...
He appeared and she had to made a decision..

She once told me she won't wanna make any decisions.
She dont want to choose any of us because it will hurt either of us..
I was happy why?I dont know why?i really dont understand why i would be happy?
Maybe because i will be hurt to found the reason that i will have to face..
I trusted everything and believe that this day of my nightmare will never come to reality

But one day...When my day was so bright working in a new environment...
I received a message,she decide to bring that guy to meet her parents.
I was hurt ,i went silent for that moment i felt the world coming down on me..
I just couldn't believe what i just saw.
I went to the toliet and wash my face
wash and wash
with soap with tissue with everything i can find to wake myself up..
but that message was still intact..
and yet i have to act strong why i don't know why though..
having to let her be happy?

I thought everything was going smooth?
I didnt mind the fact that i had to bear the responsiblity of project work just to find reason to have more time to spend with you
I didnt mind the fact that i had to spend another half year to study in this fuck up school just to ensure u ...u would not pass that module again.
But what does it matter?Now everything that was once was so happy so beautiful suddenly appear to have been destroyed...
I've lost trust in people and i have learnt to face this fucked up world with a new fuck up attitude?
Maybe i shouldn't be so naive...
Why am i crying now?
Why do i still need to cry?
Because crying brings her back?
Don't be stupid she's probably on someone's bed already lo still think about a retard like me?

I once did many thing stupid things like wanting to drink till im dead
wanting to run across the streets hoping to get myself killed
wanting to pierce myself pierce myself with the stupid roti prata shop fork
but was it worth while?

I really thank the friends whom were there to stop me from doing that.
I really thank the friends whom spend the night with me silently listening to me crying and encouraging me.

How does it feels like to you guys?have you ever felt like this before?Well tag me if you had such :)

Working At Change Alley Num

2010-01-06T09:54:00.001-08:00

Today woke up early to run and off to Jurong to find wei xiong for help in project..
After project went to work at raffles place..
That shop was so dead...
3 hours there only 4 people walked in...
managed to close 3 sales out of the 4

Wohoo! Closing shop alone again...
Hate the returning of key part tomorrow i still have to return the key...

Meet up with terrill my eating buddy:)judging from his size u know de la haha
Joking no hard feelings...
well the food are like damn nice la example

That Oreo Milkshake!Cheese & Cheese Baked Potato

Really felt like he are in heaven in the head but the stomach in hell
lol...Well those whom watched harold & Kumar journey to the white castle
this is the amazing fast food they journeyed for!!!

See ya!Today was fun !kana prank and pranking ppl

Why??

2010-01-05T08:48:00.000-08:00

Had a very weird dream yesterday night ...I seen her in my dreams..
But Why?
Why am i thinking of her?
Many thoughts are in my mind ...
Well at times i miss her out of a sudden...

Haha now still got 9 more days to trial for main team
I really wanna get inside the main team..
So got to train like crazy already...
Whole body aching but i just don't care because i wanna do well.

1 time body weight bench press 3 reps
2 time body weight dead lift 2-3 reps
0.5 time body weight upper arm crank for 1 min.. 90 reps

I'm working towards my target!!!
Everyone has a goal don't you think so?
and im working towards my goal..
So should you guys..
Work hard! Fight hard!

Today's training very little ppl but training with leon was damn fun and funny la
he was like the chao keng senior lol
those light weights he start kp cannot tahan liao
then he do weights like exhaust tank like that

alright gotta start doing my projects le see ya!!

Wad happen these few days?

2010-01-03T23:05:00.002-08:00

Well basically the new year 2010 has started there are bad and good starts

Bad news - Heard from my ex-gf she got together with some dude and brought him to the parents..

Good News - I should be ready to move on...First time got a number from a girl not because of any dare game.But because i wanted to...
Some girl in another clothing shop thinks im cute???LOL and its victor's friend
Victor is some guy working with me at NUM

Went to work these few days...Been training real hard for the day of trial test...
Met this very interesting girl i knew..Funny and cheerful in someway..
I hope everything will be fine:)

Wednesday change alley NUM
see those office workers :(
hope it wont be boring..

Will be working at wheelock mooks selling bikini sian...on saturday
U know singaporeans are very fussy about buying bikini
and imagine i took a bikini the wrong size...a bigger cup size they will think im insulting them...
WORST!SOME TRANNY COME IN WANNA BUY BIKINI i guess im gonna faint..

and Sunday at Citylink again:)

looking to work cause probably work is the only thing i can communicate with more people and have fun in some way...

Chui ar!!

2010-01-03T10:26:00.000-08:00

Lol went to training with the wrong training equipment...
Forgot to wear tights..
Abrasion everywhere lol...

So ya training was very tiring today
Went back home to rest a couple of hours and straight to work!

Working with travis today it was fun we talk about alot of stuff..
haha its the second day lets move move move!!

Move Along...

2010-01-02T07:53:00.001-08:00

Let's move on!
Today we got fucked by Patrick again...
Felt damn bad seeing ronald being pumped and made to do flutter kicks...
Wanted to help ronald to tank but i don't think its the right thing to do at that moment...
So didn't voiced out...

Well learnt our lesson not to be late for training and SERIOUS !!!about training :)
NYPDB ALL OUT!!!

Went to work at cathay after that...
Haiz work was boring received another heart attack message...
Emotionally down. Lucky there was marcus to bring me out...
He cheered me up and show me another path...
And i'm walking fine on it...

I hope it will be smooth and i will be happy...
Hope to find back the feeling called "Happy"...

Training tomorrow new stroke new glide new power!
Lets do it nyp!!!Lets get strong together!

First Day of new year!!!

2010-01-01T08:04:00.000-08:00

Well didn't wasted my first day of new year..
Went to bugis in the early morning to shop with parents and visit the temple awhile
Got myself a koss earphone!
Its ownage!!!
u actually squeeze the earphones into a small size put it in your ears and let it expand on its own..
When it expands with your songs played...Basically you cant hear anything from the outside
Bought myself a wireless mouse again this time LOGITECH!!!
Got it at a rather cheap price lost my previous wireless mouse...
Really liked that model but its too expensive retail 59.90
Got it at IT Fair at 32.90 :(

Back to school work...Schools starting got loads of work to finish off...
SE,marketing,SACP if only all can end fast can lepak liao!!

2009-12-31T23:24:00.000-08:00

Hi guys :)I'm back again got lots of stuff wanna share with you guys...Water Sports Camp was boring but games were fun but the it was just the waiting...
Haha..Got to know Aldrin Ex-gf like its so coincident shes in the swim team...

Went to the Secondary School Camp Instructing got to know Brian's Ex-gf its like OMG!
Double the coincident two girls both my classmates's ex girlfriends
Haha..THATS PUNKED!LOL!

Well new year eve supposely to meet dyran and shaun in the morning for Software Engeineering Project but they were late and i forgot that school opens till the half day so by the time they almost reaching school i told them to U-Turn back home.

So too bad...Project not done again!Mission Failed...

Alright so went to watch "Old Dogs" with tong nigel shaun jon...
Its was damn funny that wrong dosage of pills lol!!
Tong and nigel left after that nigel is going club tong going some relative house
Well for the three of us we went to Bugis to meet Ping Hui and Seng Hong for dinner at "Crystal Jade"
The soup was freaking nice!
fresh ingredients!
Affordable Price!
Definitely Coming Back!

So went to watch the fireworks...jon and shaun left earlier they were just anti climax lol!jking...
Okay fireworks end train back home walk 30 mins back home from AMK...
End of day!

Bored lonely night....

2009-12-28T05:40:00.001-08:00

Thought of chatting yet everyone is dead asleep well chat with myself then hahah
anyway back to talking about the camp stuff got to wake up tomorrow morning 630am yet no mood to sleep ...well let's see yesterday night when to find Shaun to talk a little while ...got to how happy he is there at Ipoh their family sound good to me I guess
looks like he found the right girl already ...
Me?I don't really know what I want ...now while I'm blogging I'm still waiting for a probably impossible reply
why wait?people always ask me not to move on
but fact is i can't not I don't want to...
People always wish to cherish to something worth it but what am I cherishing it?
Cherishing someone whom Dont have a Mindset of it's own
i know somehow it's hopeless doing so I'm never gonna return to the state in the past
Shaun told me I'm not in some bachelor tv show where I'm being selected like some pet in the pet shop
yet some how I'm just don't understand what's wrong with me...
I don't understand why can't I just walk away
I don't understand why i always have to be the mr nice guy yet I have to endure all the shit alone like a loser...
I'm still waiting like a fool it's 2am alreAdy guess I better get sleeping ba

Blogging via iphone

2009-12-28T05:40:00.000-08:00

Hi guys it's been long hasn't it ever since I blog :) many things happened like I felt that I have just push the pain backwards ...a knife that is cutting my body slowly ...inches by inches

I'm at the water sports camp here consisting of life guards kayakers water polo boys swim team and us dragonboaters
currently it's fun playing basketball and soccer

Got into the same group as Gary my ogl for year
haha fun and games though they are as fun as before as we played them before
so ya played the mummy game

Today consist many coincidence
firstly seeing Michelle at the bus stop when I come to school
second Gary and many crap

alright signing out see ya!!!

I'm slowly losing my senses...

2009-12-20T08:55:00.001-08:00

Work was fun today played many games and lots of dirty fun too :)
HAHA!!!
anyway had dinner at fish & co
Suddenly thought of the past...
Our used to favourite dish.."New York Fish & Chips"

I now understand what people meant by blinded by love...
I really can't tell what is wrong or right...
Being betrayed by that special trust whom you entrusted to...
Have you wondered how pain or deep that wound would be???
Btw louis i'm not emo ...LOL so don't say i am...
I'm just pouring out what i really wanna say or that it is stuck inside me...
When you thought everything was gonna change but we were wrong..
I AM WRONG ??? !!!
Nothing changed nothing meant a thing
Because two is better than one...
I have always questioned myself..
What am i waiting for???
Why wait... For What...
Why can i still hide the fact i'm a product on the hanger waiting to be purchase or removed...

But I can't even answer this myself...
I already knew the outcome...
Yet i thought of holding this hope of struggling to touch her heart...

Maybe its true that i can't live without you
Yet fact...I have to live without you...
Why can't i learn to be a flirt probably my life would be easier that way...

Fun!!

2009-12-18T11:00:00.000-08:00

Went Kenneth House for the BBQ today haha took a kiddy cart and played like crazy with it lol!!!
I ask mendes to push me around the streets with the big corn in my mouth like one retarded kid like that!
I went in 7-11 somemore the auntie look at me as if i'm some guy whom broke out from mental hospital like that haha!!
BBQ was fun like how we play with the food fight for the food...
Haha food was gone fast!
Drink a few cups of chivas went back home...
Whats unlucky is we took the bus of the wrong direction!!
Omg gone to some damn olu place at upp east coast...
Guess we were somehow a little tipsy..Haha i and cheng wee saw a family of 7 cats
wow they look so beautiful la...

Omg didnt took a picture with them cause iphone camera really sucks..
haha yea went back home and here i am..
Tomorrow terrill and ray's birthday gonna drink alot more than today..

Let's Go

2009-12-17T08:25:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone again!!Its been a long day for me today..After rad lesson went to amk kfc for lunch tried the perpper chicken omg...
The Chicken like go cenosis like that so slim and small lol
Then esteen one like go slim fit...So Big :(

Anyway thought we could go out as she was free but end up No...
Went to gym alone...
Lucky my 21 brother was there lol!!!
Chun Aik!!21 for Life!!(its not gang but blackjack)

So ya ran 3.2km after went back home with shaun after that while preparing to tong house...

I've always heard from people waiting is a kind of test to see one another's true self but i'm really tired of waiting...

I'm just...In need of it i don't know why it just happens...

Guess i got to find someone to watch new moon with me...
Shattered Dreams one after another...

Back From Penang

2009-12-16T07:26:00.000-08:00

Hi guys its been long since i blog isn't it??
haha back from Penang Dragonboat Race...
Well this race sucks!!TOTALLY!!
No Lanes=Lane 1 can cut to Lane 8 ???HOLY SHIT!!!Boat Crash Incident i think the west pacific guy should be dead...
No Starting Buoy=Can Cheat!!!OMFGWTF!!!
Cheating is Allowed as long as starter dont see=WTH is this race!!
Wadever the starter say is right!=Coach heated argument with the starter!!
Not Organized Events=one event by right is 5 minutes end up took 30 mins for one event
Smelly,Oily,Muddy,Stink Water Condition=10x more power pack then Sembawang Beach Water Condition

Got a medal from the 1km race got 3rd...
Well anyway the medal doesnt makes a difference cause gold medal also silver colour bronze also silver colour so WTH!!!

Had Fun Over There...Real Relaxing Environment Big Hotel Room!!!
Nice Shopping...
Cheap Exchange Currency!!!

Back To Singapore Everything Gone..
HomeWork Stress...
Project Stress...
Test Stress...
When Will this come to an end?

Back From Penang I was awaiting for this time but it was after all yet another empty promise...
I will keep myself busy then...

Work,Gym,BBQ with team mates,Marche with friends and Club with Num
Way to Go Let's go party!!

Terrill and Ray's Birthday are on the way!!Lets do it!Drink till we drop again!

What's wrong???

2009-12-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

I have been asking myself wads wrong wads wrong...But i still come to an conclusion...Feeling really vexed..Emotionally Down...This sucks...

What Happened??

2009-12-03T07:16:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wondered why at times things u used to try so hard like shit you dont get...
But now when u got it the taste was so different...

I just felt damn weird today i don't mind myself being turned away...
Haiz... i just don't know what to say it so hard to bring it up...

Dinner was good i would say...
The overall experience was good but when thinking of the other side i felt damn weird...
Its sucks really...
Should i be doing this???
Things changed...

Grab every chance in life...Don't regret when u lose it...
Leave no man Behind...
You'll never be alone...

Sians...

2009-12-02T07:07:00.001-08:00

Test tests and projects...
When are they coming to an end???
Its like damn sian la...Wanna row yet test wanna go out yet projects...
Dont know what to do next already..
Penang is next week...I'm so gonna bring medals back home this time!!!
Alright tomorrow morning has rowing session...Got to go sleep earlier...See ya :)
I wanna Party!!!
Does Penang has clubs???lolx!

Sunday...

2009-11-28T22:30:00.000-08:00

Just woke up from bed feeling so damn sick now...This feeling sucks...Still got to study for tomorrow's test and work later...Damn Sian..I wanna Rest More!!!

Well yesterday rowing suck real bad ..Machiam Left for Dead like that lol...
Screwed Up Feeling...
Well work was fun met the new guy in the shop Dominic..
Had lots of fun talk with him...
And we saw lots of good stuff together!!!OMG!
Missed the wavehouse event yesterday as im really too tired...
It was a pity :'(

Anyway gtg RAD lets rock

Dragonboat Dragonboat Dragonboat Dragonboat Dragonboat Dragonboat Dragonboat Dragonboat !!!!

2009-11-27T07:50:00.000-08:00

LOL tmr there's rowing again...guess tmr we are so kana DIE!
But im ready for it anyway..
Always ready...
Anyway did the sequence diagram and finish the SE project by 12pm yea on time:)
Damn shag la...
Met CS out as we got damn sian went to queensway to look for the cantebury bag yet...
Most shop dont have already...
Well bought a nalgene Red bottle and CS bought his shoe bag!!
Went down to parklane and MADJACK!!!
Ate like some crazy dude!
damn full man!TALLEST BURGER IN TOWN!!!PAWNED!!!
With the sweet chocolate cake with ice cream OMG!!!
I'm gonna surrender for that it was so good but im already full tank :(
couldn't finish that piece of cake...
Well next time im going there to finish YOU up!!
:)
Went back home and here i am lets play some DOTA:)before going to bed haha

This time britney is going the more WHORE look..WHY!!Britney stop it !!!It doesnt look good!!Great voice comes in good partnership with such looks:( OMG...
Love her songs but hate her whore type image...

Interesting..

2009-11-26T08:20:00.001-08:00

Well days have gone a little interesting than before my friends are facing a brink of their relationship trying to salvage them but in another view i felt that maybe i'm doing the wrong thing ...

I'm really surprise how a girl can sacrifice so much for her bf..Tahan the control the weird attitude the quarrels and yet still so strong..Still love him so much im really impressed that such girl actually exist...

Well anyway that guy is really freaking lucky to have that girl...

Got to do my shitty sequence diagram now...Have to sacrifice tmr db training for this crap project damn sian..

I wonder how jia lat we will kana tekan tmr..

HELLO!!!

2009-11-25T08:43:00.000-08:00

Erm well let me think what to say...
Alright lets talk about why im blogging so freaking early in the morning...
Just finished training in the morning training for the penang race its like 1KM race..
Damn shag ..Its like !@#$ ...Gym with my brother on Tuesday and Wednesday...

My brother kept saying lets pump make the $2.50 worth it..Damn Cheapo la lol...
Alright anyway i pump chest biceps triceps and shoulders these few days...
I got to surpass the Seniors...
I must...

Well my brother was struggling this time round not me :)
haha i used to struggle when doing the weights...

Alright got to find my programme now while this freaking class ends...
School sucks now...
Lol...It didn't used to suck this bad...

Boredom!!!

2009-11-23T08:36:00.000-08:00

Day was damn bored..
Lecture late for 1 min..
Skip Lecture and when to watch ppl play pool
Tiring day at school from 12am-9pm
Went to play lan after school went back home..
Day at school really sucks...

I just dont understand...
Neither can u ....

Results...

2009-11-22T06:56:00.000-08:00

The Results are out!!
Nyp got 2nd for tetiary level...
and got 3rd in nationals level...
We beat all polytechnics!!!
The last set down the road we ran together with the seniors...
Supported them and cheer for them...
Its was really a fun and exciting experience...
I really enjoyed it..
NYP ALL OUT!!!
Training damn hard from tomorrow onwards...

Race is Over...

2009-11-21T10:51:00.000-08:00

Well today race was damn screwed up we have to sacrifice 2 of our junior rowers for seniors..
We ended up rowing as handicap..
9 pairs vs all 10 pairs???
this is crazy la..
we got 3rd and got eliminated ...
The feeling was really very bad...
300m...
it seems so long yet everything ended in 1mins 30 sec ...

I put 100%+10%+10%+10%+10%+10%+10%+10% strength making sure i have no regrets when i stand up from the boat but when we reach the finishing line after knowing the results...
We lost...
tears just like rush down i just cant hold it..
coach talk to us and as he talk our tears kept flowing...

After the race i went down to sgs for the alumni bbq dinner..
Anyway race is over for me..
Eat like crazy..
chicken wings sausage and many junk..
Won a headphone in the lucky draw...

I was feeling weird the whole day..
Today real good rowing but sucky day for me i guess:(
lots of shit happens..
We move on with our life...with a SMILE :)

Tomorrow's the big day

2009-11-20T08:05:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is the big day!
Will be racing tomorrow at singapore river...
Feeling damn excited and worried about it..
Anyway gonna do my best for it..

Haha today's work was fun..Working with alex jared and travis
Haha slackers in the house!!!
jared and alex kept making jokes about me
say wad i look like chow yun fat...
Its like DO I EVEN LOOK LIKE HIM!!
then we keep joking about alex new girlfriend
and yet alex keep shaking hands with me...
Saying"im so happy"...
2nd time"Im very happy sia"
3rd time "Im damn happy!"

lol how many times must he keep saying it sia..
well its definitely happy to have a relationship..
I understand the feeling...and i yearn to have such another time..
anyway krystle didnt visited me today:(
was wondering when will she come in...
but she did walk past by but didnt come in as she was shy haha
lol shy for wad sia..haha

Haha had subway today:)COLD CUT TRIO + BACON !!!
feel sooooooooo GOOD!

haha..I'm wondering why at times wads happening now..
why am i always thinking of her...
seriously if its wad ive think i'm in deep shit!
Let's skip this topic..

Today's test SUCKS!!!
really is dont know how to do!
im sure i will fail badly for this time round...

Study sucks!I want to have fun!Real Fun! :)
If You guys are free tomorrow come visit me at raffles place for the race
see you guys there:)

HURRY!!!

2009-11-19T07:35:00.000-08:00

Time flies really fast..To imagine i had been holding this paddle and wearing this life vest such a long time..1 month of everyday training during SAVA season and soon after SAVA comes regetta 3 weeks of everyday morning row 5am wake up and 6.15 row...
Everyday's 3 to 4 hrs of sleep has finally come to an end...
Saturday will determine our strength our hardwork...

After sunday race im gonna eat like crazy!!Mad Jack,Fish & Co,Apple Strudle,Prata and Steamboat & BBQ!!!

Finally found someone whom i can talk to happily without any barrier...
Its so much of a coincidence that we actually went to the same camp without knowing..
Never been so happy for such a long time...

Well today i had two test..RAD quiz and DI test...
RAD was rather easier compared to DI..
scored 20/30 while DI i couldnt debug the program damn sian...

After hearing marvin's story its really such an coincidence same situation as mine previously...

thinking back of the past its really sad,funny,happy and feels stupid...
Explain what happened between me and michelle to Marvin to let him consider about it...
Well i hopes he makes the right decision
Theres definitely a pain path to choose
like mine this Semester i started off living as a zombie
tell u my schedule
MOnday-morning dragonboat night nightclass
tues-morning dragonboat night dragonboat again
wed-morning dragonboat afternoon dragonboat night drown myself with dad's alcohol
thursday-morning dragonboat night dragonboat again
friday-morning gym afternoon collect pay go home cry drink and sleep
saturday-morning to afternoon dragonboat night work
sunday morning to afternoon dragonboat late afternoon piano lesson and night work

after a long time i got enlighten at zirca party with NUM ...
Move on...Fly...
thats what i understand...

Live your life the best do what you always wanted and not regret it..Life short Cherish Every Moment u live

Last Training

2009-11-18T07:33:00.000-08:00

Today is my last training with the Dragonboaters for Singapore River Regetta.
We did our race sets better than before.Which i hopes when it comes to the race day it will be even better!

We are all set and ready to go...After school went back home to put my paddle and life vest...I went back school to go to the Mandai Crematorial with the team to pay respect our ex-senior

After that went to CCK to meet Krystle...
Well shes taller than i expected..
haha anyway I had dinner with her looking at me :(
and we went jurong point as lot 1 was really boring..
Well we talk as we shop..
Jurong Point was bigger than i thought!wow
Remember 500 days of summer??Theres no such thing as fate or miracle but nothing more than coincidence...
haha we actually went into the same camp Code Red together without realising haha:)
Had Real Fun chatting with her...I hoped we could continued chatting but time was running fast so ya she probably got to go so ya...
Went back home and continue to study for RAD and DI test for tml :)

Its Friday Again

2009-11-13T07:47:00.000-08:00

Well its friday again..The same things also happens again it rains and im alone at home doing projects drinking a little bit of vsop of my dad's...It taste real good sia so much better than the shitty chivas and vodka..

Anyway its real bored ytd burn midnight oil do Software Engeineering with michelle...
Many things happen we talk quarrelled and many crap..I finally get to talk my heart out though and things changed...We become friends for good yet i know that my heart doesn't want this to go on like this...

Just can say "things aren't that simple as it looks"...
I'm really empty now and i need help...

Race!!

2009-11-08T04:35:00.000-08:00

RSR coming real soon got to train real damn hard for it le...
Okay we have gone into daily training session from tomorrow onwards
Training is going tougher and tougher...
Damn Shag after every training we tahan through...
Sunburn,muscleache,backache all aches i really hope there's a person whom can help me massage lol...
Today we had a pace set with rp we had a neck to neck fight..We were on par:)OMG!!!
Thats very good!
Hope as we improve we are gonna clinch the top!

Yesterday i and michelle were talking on the phone teaching her how to do the use case description the feeling was good...I mean its been a long time ever since we talk on the phone for more than 30 seconds...We joke and did the use case description together...

As times goes by many things change i see the quiz i did at facebook they were realing stunning...
Yet the truth is its not possible to get back together anymore...
Its not i don't want to move on but is i can't...

A Fun Day

2009-11-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

Today dragonboat training had a slight change..Now stress on our legs already..
Which means i can excel in the weights liao:)Hehe..
Anyway today didnt run but we had a game of soccer under the condition of his weird push ups..Spider and the one arm behind the other push up lol

Anyway we had real fun playing soccer thats why i really like db as there always fun in it not only plain training..Well i'm gonna sleep got to wake up at 5 tmr..see ya

Night Class

2009-11-02T03:22:00.000-08:00

Feeling Damn Bored...And just felt like blogging...
One day someone asked me what is love...Whats the meaning seriously...

Cards,movie and the songs seriously they are blamed for the lies and the heart ache
What does it even mean??

Love they say its fate its a miracle...
Love is just like a coffee..
Plain but when u add sugar in it will turn sweet but theres definitely a moment the coffee will turn cold you can try heating it up but it will not be fresh
it will not taste as good as it is before...But what happens when u try to refill the coffee when its gonna finish...You add water and the coffee gradually taste bad...

It sucks really...To be in the stage when the coffee is added water into it...
You can cry you can drunk urself but when its diluted u cant do anything to change the taste of the coffee...

When can someone offer me a new of coffee?

Sorry...

2009-11-01T07:53:00.000-08:00

Many things have happened on these two days...
Dragonboat team had a drastic change...
The best time trial team got on a same boat and the seniors just dont like the decision of rowing with us..
Emotions and hard feelings were all poured out...
Impact things happened...
Went for my piano class and had lunch at the food court but i received a message which left me heart broken for the rest of the day..
I've cried at the train with kids auntie and teenagers all looking at me...
While i explain all my shitty feelings in an sms...
Had no mood to work while working two guys were also having relationship problems two guys quarreled with their gf one of them went to the store room and cry...
I try to comfort him explain to him about my story and tell him not to lose the chance...
Or the story like me will repeat...
Cheered up all set ready close shop go home and rest

Sunday

Same as saturday rowing in morning went to meet project members for project and meet out my best friend to talk about things im glad that he let me understand and showed me a path that i should really walk...
I've decided to be strong...I know its hard in fact its impossible to forget her but I will just be friends after all...
All i wished is her to be happy.

I'm sorry guys if i made you guys worried but really i cant hold my emotions...
I just really angry why things are turning out like this...
I hate myself for not able to accept the truth,not able to forget the past and everything
I guess i must learn to let go...
Friends or maybe soul mate...

Truth...

2009-10-30T20:12:00.000-07:00

To you u may think i am a guy with alot of friends...
But many are just hi bye friends till now i havent find one person whom i will pour the truth out...
You may think i'm blessed but where were you when i needed you...
I have always tried my best to help u remember the stalking of u all the way till a far place of amk and we ended up eating fried rice in some unknown kopitiam...
Remember remember remember...Seriously what the hell is happening...
Why am i doing this..
Why am i making myself sound such an asshole...
I don't know why...
Here i am cold chickening myself ...
Being forgotten by the outside world...
I really envy your friends so easily able to date u whereby a lunch with u have to be on hold for i guess this should be the 8th week le ba...Joke right???
i hate fridays!!I hate recovering alone...Seriously i got to stop

What's Wrong...

2009-10-30T17:14:00.000-07:00

Today was a short day for me...
1)Go to school
2)finish school
3)go collect pay on my own
4)go home

I dont understand really why i felt that sense of jealousy it was really strong leaving my heart aching but seriously no one understands the shit im going through now..
I'm going off...

The Future...But its too late..

2009-10-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

I've decided to quit smoking for a final say...
Not because of any girl not because of anything but for my own will my own sake and my own future...

U once told me to do that..But I've always do such foolish things behind your back i've regretted for hurting you...But all this is too late isn't it?

I know that our relationship has already come to the end but i really wish to bring it back to the original stage where we used to laugh,joke and hang around watching movie eating together as friends...

Each day passes as though it will never ends...
Each day i took a glance at u and each day we pass each other as though we are strangers...
I really can't take it...
I'm really at my wits end...
But are you really okay with what's happening right now???
i may be invisible but my heart aches when i feel it
do you understand how hard is it to stay strong
how tiring is it to cover those tears ...

My past dreams are turning into reality and dreams i'm having are going worst...
to see u walking away further and further into the mist...
No matter how hard i shout and scream ...
I just won't see your face...

Good Night...Hope I will really have one sweet dream...

The Fallen...

2009-10-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

Today i was really shag out the whole day...
Morning rowing and the slow 4hrs break..
I was having a headache bad one..
After lunch i bought 2 pills of panadol and hope it would cool my headache down..
Well it did but i'm too shag to train..So decided to skip today's training..

Well today is a long day indeed and i really hope to meet the secondary school friends out to play...Really miss the fun we had at the bbq steamboat at arab street :)

Linux class was as usual the most boring module...
As well as the lousy lectures...
I finally get to understand what's going on but really i can't do anything about it anymore...

Today I'm more or less feeling better but not with that headache..

I've seen your smile and laughter which brightens up my day yet it's not me whom is able to bring you such i rather step out...

I guess im sleeping soon super shag..Tml 5am again...gtg see ya soon:)

Staring at the blank abyss

2009-10-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

Have you ever cried for nothing?I really don't know whats happening today...
I was just lying and i cried...
What am i thinking of??
Seriously nothing...
But why did i cried...
Is it because i'm tired no i don't think so..

But why???Is my eyes trying to tell me something???

Staring at the blank sky...What the hell is it!!!
What's wrong with me...

Class turned so cold today...
I felt like i was a stranger to the class...
The attitude of the classmates really make me demoralize
seriously am i even suppose to be the class rep
im not even able to let the class gather for dinner...
what a failure seriously..
What the heck happen to 0806???
2 semester and the outcome was this...
I really regret the present...

Come to think this really sucks..
I want to go row away this anger...
Tomorrow morning...I will do it...
Fuck it man seriously..

INspiration?What's that??

2009-10-25T08:03:00.000-07:00

Do you often hear song names like "You colour my life"
At times do you ever wondered what the lyrics means??
Colour you life???Do your life have colours???
Colours do you know what it means???
My life is always in black and white...
There was once i felt it was filled with colours but now its black and white
every corner every item...

Rainbow...
NUM de paperbags
-Purple
-Red
-Orange
-Yellow
-Blue
-Green

Aiya Purple everyone know that purple are gays lol!!!
Red its my favourite colour its bright fresh give everyone a positive image:)
Orange well go eat orange la then u will feel orangy:)
Yellow Fresh banana juice for sale!!!Tropical feeling!!!You feeling short today drink some banana juice:)
Blue so pure so innocent...
Green hey you vegetarian!!!Go eat some grass!!!

Do you even wondered how sucky it is when you've tried so hard to just get one chance yet u don't...
You think of ideas think for improvements yet theres no signs of movement
Really TO HELL WITH IT!!!
I'm really tired...Tell me wad to do seriously it sucks!!!

Rest Day!!!

2009-10-22T09:47:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is Friday!!!Its recovery day!!!
Finally get to recover from the fatigue level of training...
Damn Shag sia...
5am have to wake up every morning...
I have to sleep well tonight...
Everytime im free i will watch 500 days of summer in my ipod...
I don't know why but i really love the story between tom and summer...
Its really meaningful to me...Maybe its because ...aiya forget it:)
let's go sleep:)

First Day..

2009-10-19T08:37:00.000-07:00

Konichiwa!!!
First Day at school really sucks...
The class wasn't as lively as i would expect before...
The unserious attitude which once used to exist in us dissapeared...
Well i was appointed ASSistant Class Representative not much of a surprise anyway..
haha cause last semester they tried sabotaging me already..

Yea anyway class turned ugly when selecting group mates today i mean like why suddenly like that sia...
Surprised me but classmates told me it once happened...
Well lecture was boring programming class was fun today...
Class atmosphere was super cold...
It's so shitty to be as such of a first day...

A moment to Share

2009-10-17T11:39:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD!!!!
Just finished watching this god damn GOOD Movie!!!
And if you are surveying for movie this is a must watch one...
Funny and touching i would say...

I finally understand what really happened between us...
I remembered her telling me before the relationship actually started that she just wanted to try no burden no responsiblity...Watching the movie really an mirror image of myself...

I've cried I've Drunk I've Died Before I've Woke Up...
I mean like look at me now=)
New Life and a New Start...

Something To Share

2009-10-13T18:50:00.001-07:00

A little Photo to share with u guys...NYP Dragonboat Full Team and also the junior team haha look at that sick coach!!!lol

Race ended with a dissapointment for juniors as we didn't make it into the finals...
But its a lesson learnt for us..Train harder!!!

Damn sian everyday gym work piano sleep...
When can we come out and have fun???
See you guys someday :)

Days passes..

2009-10-08T11:20:00.000-07:00

Hi old friends....actually not old ba but buddies.
My blog has been dead for several months hasn't it..
I guess its not even visited so who cares..lol

Okay now its 2.21am its so late today i should be at zirca partying but just simply no mood to party.no mood for such things..

When has i started asking her out erm i think its been months already lol..
Days pass days...Weeks pass weeks...Sometimes i guess im not really that important so i tentively got forgotten at times...

Well this vacation break has really been a fruitful one..Dragonboat Camp,Genting Trip and other interesting activity that had happened...

One more week i guess we will have to hit the school with our heads on the desk snoring again..My friends at work had already started schooling at RP.

Results are out i managed to clear all the modules which means i can return to my original class..But there's still some regrets...Anyway at times sacrifice are meant to be made for the better...Right ?People...Lol =)
Anyway glad to be back to my own class but still the original classmates aren't together having Tong and Dyran drifted out of the class definitely will cause less commotion but hope everthing goes smooth for everyone and we will be back to the circle =)WORK HARD EVERYONE!!!

Well this Saturday & Sunday will be the Sava Race something we have trained so hard for...Bedok Reservoir I guess its gonna be a real big event!!If you guys are gonna be free do pay a visit..lol...
Race should begin at around 9 or 10am

There's still two activity hanging in my head that i wanna do this vacation break
First : Sentosa LePAK!!!
Second: Night Cycling!!!
Third : Steamboat/Buffet With Friends

I just wanna talk to our heart content...

Anyway cherish the last few moments of the Holiday before it ends!!!
Work Hard But Must Play Even Harder!!!
Cya Soon

Long Time...

2009-09-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time isn't it ever since i blogged...Recently was busy with dragonboating and working..I got hired by NUM new urban male at citylink there..Working there is fun met a few new friends..Studies omg don't mention that man my exams really cmi...Networking and DBMS wa lao eh that one really like shit la...Sucks to the core man..I really didn't manage to answer my questions well...Celebrated dyran birthday at geylang that pub drank 8 jug of beer really sucks ..We played many games like 21,dices and others..drank like crazy...Dare not drink green tea the taste of beer puke man...Alright thats all i think i can say wish u guys best of luck !!!